crave

thirteen

"okay okay, go" astoria says and me and blaise both look at each other. a childish staring contest between me and blaise has become competitive. astoria is the judge of course. we stare into each others eyes and i try to contain my laughter. "come on, liz you got this" astoria cheers for me and i can tell blaise is struggling. "fuck" he says and turns his head "haha yes i won, finally" i say jumping up off of the couch. blaise laughs and shakes his head.

"what is all the noise about" i hear draco say and i roll my eyes as i look at him at the bottom of the stairs. i can't help but stare as he is only wearing his green pajama paints and no shirt. he raises hsi eyebrows with a smirk as he notices me staring. "we're having a staring contest" blaise answers and i sit back down. draco laughs "childish" he shakes his head and i scoff "you just know i would win." his head turns to me "don't get cocky, elizabeth" he seethes "liz" i correct him. "elizabeth" he says and walks over to the couch. astoria looks at me and i shrug. "up" he says and blaise moves. draco sits in front of me, i give blaise a 'what the fuck' look and he just shrugs. "well come on, elizabeth. are we doing this or not" draco says and i shrug as i turn to him.

"go" astoria says and our eyes focus on one another. he stares into my eyes like he's searching for something. i stare into his competitively. my lips start to curve into a smile, threatening to laugh. i bite my bottom lip to hold it in and he glances down at my lip. "draco lost" astoria says and i smile "yes! i won" i jump off the couch again the same way i did with blaise. "just call me the champion" i say flipping my hair. "whatever" draco scoffs and stands up. "told you i would win" i say and he glares at me "you dont have to throw a whole fucking party. is this your first time winning anything" he spits and i shake my head. "you dont have to be such and ass about everything. we're just having fun" i say and he rolls his eyes "if this is fun for you all, you're all children" he says and i scoff as he starts to walk away.

"have something to say, elizabeth" he says turning around "liz, just leave him alone" astoria tells me but my glare at draco gets stronger. "yeah i have a lot to say, draco. you're an ass to everyone around you for no fucking reason. you walk around the school moping all the fucking time but you have nothing better to do because no one can stand to be around you longer than a minute. you think you're all high and mighty but in reality you're a little bitch with daddy issues. i suggest you get the stick out of your ass before even blaise gets tired of your shit. and its liz" i snap and the whole room is looking at me.

i expect him to explode, to push me to the floor and beat me to death, i expect the worse but he just looks at me. and he actually looks hurt at my words but he quickly covers it up. and then he explodes. walking towards me, my body screams for me to run but i stand my ground. "you think you're such a great person, elizabeth? pathetic. you're an embarrasment to this school, to your family, to your friends. you get drunk off your ass and rub up against anyone that will come near you. you're a slut. everyone here has seem to have fallen under some sort of spell and is bowing down to you, excpet me. and that angers you doesnt it elizabeth? that i see that you are nothing but a stupid bitch" he yells. his face inches from mine, me still not moving. i can feel astoria and blaise staring at us.

"back off, draco" astoria says and he scoffs "watch your mouth, elizabeth. or it might just get you into trouble" he spits in my face before walking back up the stairs. my body is full of rage. who does he think he is? my father. spitting in my face. yelling at me. such an ass. he's fucking me one day, begging for me to cum on his dick, and then spits in my face the next.

"are you okay" astoria asks and i wipe my face before turning to her. "peachy" i say and she just looks at blaise. the awkward tension lingers in the air and i sigh "im going to bed." i walk passed the two and up the stairs to my room. i slam the door shut and walk into the bathroom. i stare at myself in the mirror, my cheeks are pink with rage, my eyes are dark, my hair is a mess. this is what he does to me. he does so much to me, he pisses me off, he makes me think i could kill someone, he turns me on, he teases me, he's an ass.

i start the shower and undress myself. i let out a breath stepping into the hot water, i shut my eyes and all i can see is him. him pinning me against the door, whispering in my ear, touching me. i quickly open my eyes and groan. stop it, elizabeth. you cant do this. you cant get addicted to the thought of him. you cant become addicted to his touch. i tell myself these things but i cant help but let the thoughts continue to run their course through my head. i can feel the need to touch myself growing and i sigh. i push the thoughts back, finish my shower, and go to sleep before i do something i might regret.

*dracos pov*
her yelling in my face. her letting al of her anger out on me. her looking up at me with frusturation as i yell at her. it only turned me on. it seemed everything about her turned me on now. from watching her bite her lip during a staring contest to listening to her tell me how much she hated me. i hate it. i hate that she does this to me. i hate that she's able to turn me on and then walk away.

"elizabeth" my head falls back, my hand moving faster on my dick. i picture her, her body against mine, her eyes rolled to the back of her head, her lips swollen from our kissing, i picture everything we've done these passed times together. "fuck-oh shit" i moan as my eyes shut and i release on my hand, though i picture it in her mouth. i picture her looking up at me as she swallows my cum. i picture her licking her lips afterwards, loving the taste of me. i let out a groan as i clean myself up.

it shouldnt be this easy for her. i shouldnt get turned on just by her voice. her soft voice turning into her yelling.

i have to admit, the things she said stung a bit but nothing i havent heard before. i dont know why but when she said them there was a certain rush in my heart that made me freeze for a moment before letting it all out on her like she did to me. i had to keep myself from wrapping my hand around her throat and fucking that attitude out of her in front of everyone. no one could know about that, i cant let people know that we actually fucked. it would be embarrassing. im sure blaise will fuck her soon and make sure everyone knows. cant wait to see the look on her face when she realizes it was all a game to him. embarrassing.