crave

fourty-two

i smile as i pull a book off of the shelf and sit down. there's a peaceful feeling to this room, the walls of books and the crackle of the fire makes everything seem alright.

draco and i have still been going at our little 'game' for the whole morning. finally i had to get away and just relax.

"beth, are you in here" i hear someone at the door and i look up to see draco's mother. "oh yes, sorry. i was just checking out some of the books" i say as i shut the book and stand up. "you're fine. i was just wondering where you were. i would like to speak to you" she smiles and my heart races. why does she need to speak to me? i don't think i've done anything.

"it's not anything wrong. take sit back down" she says, i sit down in the chair and she sits down in the beside me. "im sorry to bring this question to you, and i dont ask it to be in your business. but do you love draco" she asks and i look at her. "i only ask because, elizabeth, he speaks of you like you're the only thing that matters to him, i actually believe you might be. he's not good with romance or any form of affection" she starts and i nod "but trust me, he loves you. even if he wont admit it. and i don't want him getting hurt like that. he doesn't deserve it. he's just a boy but he's already been through so much" she says and i sigh.

"i don't know, mrs. malfoy. but i know i care about him greatly and that i have no plans on ending it anytime soon. you don't have to worry about me. i promise" i assure her and its the truth. i don't know if i love draco. but i know that he is someone i don't want to lose.

"i like you, beth. you're a good person and i hate that you've been brought into the same lifestyle as your parents" she sighs, looking down at her hands. i can tell she's thinking of draco and how he'll get his dark mark soon. i've been prepared for mine for a while, i've given up on trying to stop it.

"i try my best to not be like them" i laugh and she nods. "well, ill let you get back to reading. that's a good book" she says as she stands up and i nod "talk to you later" she walks out.

*dracos pov*
i watch as elizabeth walks out of the library. the waves of her hair fall over her shoulder messily and my shirt hangs on her body. god i'd like to take that off of her. i'd like to do so many things to her.

"are you stalking me, draco" i hear her laugh as she notices me. i shake my head as watch as she walks up to me. "maybe. you're a nice sight" i shrug and she rolls her eyes. "you're enjoying the library" i ask and she nods "its beautiful" she says.

i lean down, my mouth inches from her ear "i could fuck you in it, elizabeth. on the couch. in the chair. against the wall. if you'd like" i whisper and her breath hitches. i place my hand on her hip and she pushes herself against me. finally.

"is that a yes" i ask and she shakes her head "no. not with your parents here" she pulls away and i hold back my groan as she slips out of my hands. "elizabeth, there are two more weeks of this. are you saying you can control yourself for two weeks" i ask and she nods "i can always just take care of myself" she shrugs and tries to walk away.

i step in front of her, glaring down at her. "so you'll touch yourself but you won't fuck me" i say and she nods "i can take care of myself quietly" she says. "elizabeth, don't even think about touching yourself, not in my house, my bed, my bathroom, anywhere" i warn and she laughs "you can't tell me what to do, draco. it's my body" she breathes out.

i'd like to fuck that attitude out of her. i'd show her i can tell her what to do. let her know that her taking care of herself will never feel as good as me taking care of her.

"whatever. did you find a book you enjoy" i ask and she nods "your mother suggested a book to me, she said it was really good so i started reading it" she nods. i'm glad she's getting along with my mother. until now my mother has been the most important woman in my life.

"so was it" i ask and she laughs "i brought it out, i hope thats alright, i figured we could read it together" she smiles up and me and i look at her. "that sounds like a great idea. come on, we can sit in my bed" i smile and she nods as she follows me up the stairs.

i sit down in the bed and she lays her head on my stomach, her back laying in between my legs. she opens the book and laughs "draco, i can feel your dick on my back" she says and i shrug. "do something about it" i say and she looks at me "no. you do something about it" she says and i roll my eyes. "i hate you" i say and she turns her head "that's no way to get me to fuck you" she shrugs and i sigh. "i don't hate you that much" i say and she laughs as she opens the book again and starts reading.