crave

fourty-six

a/n: ik i never do these but i just have to say that for some reason i HATE this chapter, i feel like the writing is sloppy so i'm sorry if it's not the best. i promise they'll get better soon.

christmas day
me and draco haven't spoken about what he said. we've both 'forgotten' about it. "

"elizabeth, wake up, it's christmas" i hear draco's voice and i groan "wake uuuuup" he drags out. "no" i sigh as i fight for an extra moment of sleep. i feel him roll on top of me, his arms beside my head hold him up. he kisses my neck softly and i sigh as he makes his way down my neck and chest. "draco, what are you doing" i laugh "waking you up" he says against my skin. he uses one hand to push my shirt up and he kisses down my stomach. he kisses back up my stomach as he slips his hand into my underwear. my eyes open as he slips one finger inside of me. "fuck" i breath out and he looks down at me. "morning" he says kissing me as he curls his finger inside of me. "draco what- oh my god- what are you doing" i moan out as my hand grips the arm that's still beside my head.

"i think you know what i'm doing, elizabeth" he laughs as he curls another finger inside of me. "holy- draco fuck" i moan out and he smiles "you look so perfect when you wake up" he says as he quickens his fingers. "draco, oh my fuck. don't stop" i moan out and he laughs as he uses his thumb to rub my clit. "don't you just love christmas, elizabeth" he says, his eyes watching as my mouth gapes open. "yes, fuck, i love it so much" i moan and he kisses me as i moan into his mouth. "you want to cum, elizabeth" he whispers and i nod as he curls his fingers again. "do it, elizabeth" he says and he kisses me to silence the noise as i reach my high.

i let out a breath as he pulls his fingers out and sticks them in his mouth, cleaning them off. he smiles as he moves his fingers from his mouth "merry christmas, elizabeth. i love you" he says and i freeze as i look at him. "don't worry, you don't have to say it back. i understand. i'm going to shower, you get ready. my mother will be ready to open gifts soon" he smiles as he stands up and walks into the bathroom.

i smile at everything that just happened. he loves me. i mean he had already really said it twice but he told me to forget it. but this time he said it and he meant it. and he understands i can't say it back yet.

*dracos pov*
i had to tell her. it's been awkward ever since that night and i couldn't lie to myself anymore. i love her. it doesnt matter how much time it's been, i love her. i understand if she doesn't want to say it yet, i know she cares about me and i know she's not leaving yet, so that's enough.

i woke up in a happy mood, maybe it's christmas, or maybe it's how everything seems to be working out for me. but i just feel happy.

*elizabeths pov*
draco walks down the stairs with a small smile on his face, me and his mother both watch as he walks into the kitchen. "morning, mother. merry christmas" he says kissing her cheek "merry christmas, draco" she smiles and i laugh. "here are both of your presents, elizabeth if you don't mind, i would like my mother to go first" he says sitting down beside me. "i don't mind" i say and he smiles. narcissa opens her present and pulls out a beautiful necklace, "draco, this is perfect. thank you so much" she smiles putting it on. "it really is beautiful" i say and draco smiles proudly.

"okay, elizabeth, you're turn" he says and i laugh as i unwrap the small box. i smile as i look down at the ring that basically matches his. it has a gold band and a black gem on the outside. it's beautiful. "it matches mine, i thought" he shrugs and i smile "i love it, thank you" i say and he smiles. "you're welcome" he says, kissing my forehead. "i'm going to get ready for the day, me and your father have a lunch to go to. you both are invitied if you would like to join us" she smiles and i look at draco "i think we'll be fine here" he nods and she smiles as she walks up the stairs.

"so you really like it, it's not cheesy" he laughs and i smile "i love it" i nod and he smiles. "you seem really happy today, draco" i laugh and he nods "yeah, it just seems like things are going good and i want to appreciate it while it lasts" he says looking down at me. "we have to leave in two days to go back to school" i say and he sighs "yeah, it's going to be shit not waking up to you in the morning" he says and i laugh. "don't worry. we'll still spend enough time together" i roll my eyes. "before we leave, do you want to take me up on my offer of fucking you in the library" he says, doing his silly eyebrow raise. "no" i laugh and he rolls his eyes "you'll regret that" he shrugs and i shake my head.

"where's your father" i ask, realizing i haven't seen lucius any. "fuck if i know, and i don't care" he shrugs and i laugh "he's probably still sleeping." he nods as he wraps his arm around me "i was thinking i could take you somewhere today" he says and i look up at him "where" i ask and he sighs. "it's a surprise" he says and i roll my eyes "okay, we can go later. right now, i'm going to shower" i smile as i stand up. "i'll join you" he says and i shake my head "you already showered" i laugh and he rolls his eyes "fuck you." "fuck you too" i laugh as i walk up the stairs.