crave

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*dracos pov*
i cant get her out of my mind. she's taken over my whole head. i dont know why, im usually not like this, i can usually fuck someone and leave. but with elizabeth its like a drug that im addicted to. im addicted to the sound of her calling out my name. im addicted to her desperate eyes, begging me to fuck her. im addicted to her touch, her everything. i even find myself thinking of her voice as she tells astoria about her day, or the red in her cheeks when blaise makes a comment about her. i find myself feeling sorry for her because ive seen how much pain she is in, though i dont know what causes it. but why? ive despised her since i met her. since she first spoke to my father like he was trash, since she first disrespected her mother, since she walked in acting like she owned everyone and everything, yet i still think about her all of the time.

*elizabeths pov*
another letter from my mother, sitting on the corner of my desk, waiting for me to open it. i leave tomorrow for a two week break and im even more nervous than i was the day on the astronomy tower. though, draco has definitely helped to keep my mind off of things. its like he knows just the right moments to sneak up on me or to pull me into an empty closet. but its always the same thing, fuck and leave. im not complaining, id be stupid to complain about what he does to me. but i hate feeling like a slut, like his little bitch. one second we are yelling at each other, astoria having to pull us away before we kill eachother. and the next, his body is on mine, his hands touching me, pleasing me.

i grab the letter, knowing ill have to read it at some point, and open the envelope.
"elizabeth,
      your father and i are very excited to see you tomorrow. i hope you havent forgotten about the dinner. your father would like me to tell you that you will be punished for leaving to hogwarts again so make sure to behave at the dinner or it will be worse. we will be having overnight guests as well so please as soon as you get home fix up the guest rooms. we wont be able to see you as soon as you get home, we have to pick some things up for dinner. i hope you are at least keeping your grades up and not disappointing us any further. seeing that you ignored writing back to my last letter i will just assume you have gotten this one as well. see you soon, elizabeth.
       caroline alure"

i can feel my heart racing at my mothers words. ive never been so scared of my father but as ive grown older his punishments have grown also. i put the letter down and let out a breath. my stomach turns at the thought of my father. what if i dont go home? im sure i could stay at hogwarts for the break. but my parents would surely come get me and that would make it worse. "fuck" i say as i look at my packed bag. i only packed a few things since im coming back in a couple of weeks. i feel like im going to be sick.

i rush to the bathroom as what i had for lunch falls out of me and into the dinner. my shakey hands hold my hair back as i spit into the toilet. i let out a breath and wipe my mouth, leaning against the wall. i hate my parents for doing this to me. i hate my mother for letting my father hurt me, for keeping me in that house forever. i hate my father for hurting me, for tying me up, for torturing me for years. though, i keep going back because they are my parents. my mother raised me, she has cared for me in moments. my father has taught me things, has built me to be the person i am. so of course i love them, they are my parents, but that doesnt me i have to like them.

i walk out of my room and down the stairs "you look sickly, elizabeth" draco scoffs and i glare at him. he's sitting on the couch beside blaise. "have you two seen, astoria" i ask and blaise shakes his head "ignoring me. not up for the fight today?" draco laughs and i look at him "shut it, draco. im too tired for your shit" i seethe and he rolls his eyes "stay up past your bedtime, elizabeth" he teases though he already knows.

"draco-oh fuck" i moan as draco thrusts into me. his hand around my throat and his eyes staring into mine. "yell my name, elizabeth. show everyone how much of a slut you are" he growls and i moan again. he slows down and pulls my legs onto his shoulders before starting to thrust again. now being able to go deeper inside of me he hits all of the right places. "oh right there, draco. yes-oh- dont stop" i moan as my head falls back and my eyes clench shut. "look at me while im fucking you, elizabeth" he orders and i open my eyes again as i look at him. his hair falls in front of his eyes slightly as sweat drips from his forehead. "so perfect" he moans, he looks down as he thrusts into me. he lets spit fall from his mouth, falling on my clit and slowly moving down. he looked so hot like this, thrusting into me, sweat glistening on his skin, his lips swollen from our earlier make out.

"whatever, just tell me if you've seen astoria" i say and he shakes his head "probably off with that hufflepuff, getting fucked. not that you would have any idea what thats like" draco scoffs and i glare at him. he knows what he's doing. he wants me to think of him fucking me. "really? because i believe blaise could tell you a couple of stories proving i know what thats like" i say back and blaise looks at me. me and him have slept together once, about three days ago, but he wasnt anything compared to draco. he was slow, took his time with me.

*dracos pov*
so she actually fucked him. there's a feeling of jealousy in my stomach as i look at blaise. i dont know why though, its not like i care who she fucks. but if she had to go to him for pleasure would that mean i wasnt enough for her that day. had she faked it with me, theres no way. no one can fake that. no one can fake the look in her eyes as she reaches her high, no one can fake the sounds she makes. i feel stupid even caring. "fucking the slut, blaise? i thought you could do better than that" i say and elizabeth glares at me. blaise laughs and her stare goes from me to him. she looks shocked that he would laugh at that but what did i say? he wasnt in love with her like he acted to be, blaise will do anything to get a good fuck and he had now. "fuck both of you" she seethes and storms off. havent you done that already, elizabeth? fucked the both of us.