bee duo (one shots book)

[argument](pt 2(?))<angst>

technically a part two, but a couple of hours later (in roleplay)

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tw:
-arguing
-yelling
-death
-mention of suicide
-depressing thoughts
-suicidal thoughts
-intrusive thoughts

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note:
-this might not be canon personalities, so just take these as hcs
-this is just a scene from a roleplay

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Tubbo and Ranboo walked down to the beach. They were on a walk to take their minds off of everything and just.. Relax. Tubbo stood on the sand, staring off into the water. He smiled softly. “It’s calming here, like home..”

Ranboo stopped beside Tubbo and nodded, his voice quiet "Yeah.. It really is.." It was so tempting for him to walk in the water... To go in and let it consume him fully. The water called them. Begged him to come in. It was crying out for him to just... Walk in and let go. For him to say goodbye to Their second life and let go.

His eyes flicked over the water surface, masking the whispers with a small smile. He couldn't let Tubbo know the thoughts.

Tubbo's thoughts were as bad. They were asking - no. Begging Tubbo to push Ranboo in. Just like Ranboo, Tubbo was masking his intrusive thoughts with a smile. He was just trying to enjoy this time without worrying about anything else.

Ranboo's eyes were fixated on the water, hearing the calls get louder and louder. The water was like a siren and He... He was like a sailor. They slightly stretched. He needed something to get his mind off.. Something... Something... He's got it. They breathed out softly "Hey Tubbo..?"

”What’s up?” Tubbo said, looking up at Ranboo. Ranboo didn't look at Tubbo.. Not just yet "Can I.. Ask something..?" He glanced over at Tubbo before focusing back on the water. ”Go ahead.” Tubbo said, a small smile on his face.

Ranboo looked down at Tubbo "... Why don't you tell me anything about you..? I was just thinking and- I don't... I don't know anything about you..."

The smile on Tubbo's face faded as quickly as it came. He looked away at the sand beneath him and sighed “Honestly? I don’t know. Probably because you’ll just forget at some point."

Tubbo glanced over at Ranboo before looking away once more "I mean, I told you that I was executed by Technoblade because he was peer pressured, but you ended up forgetting about that too. I don’t see the point in telling you things about me if you’ll just.. Forget.”

Ranboo went dead quiet. After a while, his voice was quiet "You- He-" He looked at the water for a while, quiet once more. After a while, he looked back at Tubbo and asked, quiet once again "... Are you okay...?"

”Yes, I’m fine. You did ask, so I answered.” Tubbo said, nodding. Although he was barely able to hear what Ranboo had said, it was faint and he was able to make out the word ‘okay’ and just assumed Ranboo asked if he was okay.

The thoughts started to pry upon how vulnerable the news made Ranboo "... How many times have you told me...?" The thoughts were starting to drown him. Suffocate him. Whispering that going in the water would help. That going in the water would make all his guilts and vulnerabilities disappear

”About how I was executed?" Tubbo glanced over at Ranboo and saw he nodded. Tubbo said "Only once. It wasn’t long after whatever happened that I realized you didn’t remember when I brought up the topic of death by accident, so I just decided to keep my personal life to myself."

Tubbo looked over at Ranboo "Like I said, what’s the point of telling you if you won’t remember?” Ranboo said, his voice low "... I'm sure I'll remember this time..." The thoughts were guilting him. Drowning him with the thought that Tubbo's only expectation of him would them not even remembering. That of course he wouldn't remember.