Those Ocean Eyes and That Charming Smile

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Two days passed since the whole Luca thing and now that Bucky basically knows everything about my entire life, it sort of makes me feel safe, secure, and happy now that I don't have the damaging weight of secrets hanging over my head anymore along with the lingering doubt and suspicion that he will leave me if I come clean. Bucky still deals with beating himself up when I'm not around so I constantly have to reassure him which I do not mind at all. I know Steve is doing the same thing when they are together. I also know that they talked about it when Steve asked me to go on a run with him the following day. He was upset at how the argument started with Bucky not letting me talk and he scolded his friend for that. However, he was happy that I finally told him even if it wasn't the ideal time, place, or emotional setting but it's good that he knows now.

I also got a new phone too. Yeah, the memory card was intact, thank God so Tony ordered me a new phone and made sure it was the same exact one I had before by my demand. He tried to convince me to get a better newer one but I liked my lavender colored iPhone too much for me to give it up yet. On Bucky's end, he has been doing everything he can to make up for his honest and completely valid mistake by making me dinner, buying me whatever I want, washing my clothes and even folding it without me having to ask a single time and refuses my help. You know, just little things. I finally laughed at one point and told him to sit down and take a fucking break because I am not upset with him after he did an ass load of work that made him sleep so good.

He still feels bad but I reassured him that he's more than perfect and looks absolutely crazy by running around and doing all of the unnecessary but appreciated things. We finally laughed about it and he eased up a little after trusting my words so today, he wanted to go to a new slushee and ice cream shop that just opened up on a small island outside of New York. It was a decently long drive and he even let me drive for one of the first times since we have been together. I was more than happy to finally drive and listen to music in the car with him taking it at my Natasha level driving speed. We borrowed one of Tony's white sports cars that I picked out and has highlights of red on the outside that match white seats and red stitching on the inside.

"Is this the only reason you wanted to come out here?" I ask while sipping my almost empty, blue raspberry slushee 

"Well, there is something that I wanted to do." Bucky answers and drinks his red cherry slushee

"And what's that?" I ask as I start to look out at the park in front of us when I think he wants to go exploring 

Yes, we parked at a public park so we can talk and drink our slushees but it's only because I didn't want to watch cars pass.

"If you get in the backseat, you can find out." He smirks as he looks me up and down with a wink when he catches my wide eyes

I basically throw my cup in the cupholder without a second thought and jump through the two seats into the back while Bucky chuckles and gets out of the car to slide in the back. He barely ducks down to sit on the seats before I grab him by his dark green shirt and roughly pull him on top of me. He closes the door and lands on top of me to feed into my hungry and sloppy kiss that I moan into when he grinds against my gray sweatpants making me feel his erection through his black sweatpants. Finally being off my period, my hormones are through the roof in wanting him inside of me as soon as possible.

"No playing around." I pant when I feel his lips on my neck. "I need you inside of me."

"I know." Bucky replies while pulling my black long sleeve shirt off and gazes at my chest. "I'll take care of you." He reaches behind my back and I lift myself off the seat so he can unclip my bra. "Oh, so pretty." He throws it on the ground and palms at my chest before looking back and forth between the back window and windshield for anyone around