Those Ocean Eyes and That Charming Smile

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I watched a few movies, enjoying my alone time and only being interrupted when Aj went to bed and Bucky headed upstairs with Steve but they gave me a greeting and a kiss from my love before they all went upstairs to go do what they needed to do whether it was catch up on life or sleep for school tomorrow since it's about one in the morning and Aj may only be fourteen but he sometimes stays up later than his brother since Aj isn't too cranky in the morning when he stays up but, we still hate the morning though.

None of us besides Steve and Sarah are morning people.

When my own eyelids got heavy and it took everything in me just to say goodnight to Sarah who was feeling the weight of the day fall on her eyes as well, I drag my feet up the stairs to check in my borrowed room for Bucky but it's empty and I made sure to check the bathtub so I head over to Steve's room to see if he's in there but, I stop when I hear some low yelling as I get closer and only confusion is visible on my face through furrowed eyebrows that raise when I make it to Steve's door, now hearing more muffled but clear voices.

"...and you want to know what that fucking bitch called my babydoll?!" Bucky shouts in extreme anger that lifts my eyelashes some. "She called my babydoll a useless slut, an ugly whore, and a weak, pathetic person!"

"Are you fucking kidding me right now?" Steve replies in a quieter but angry tone and my face drops in complete surprise at the conversation

Plus the swearing from the 'All-Righteous' man.

"Would I fucking lie about something like this, Steve?!" He sneers through his teeth. "I'm fucking sick of her hurting my babydoll! She runs to me sobbing because of how hurt she is! Every time we fucking come here!" He rants and I can hear his voice cracking and wobbling at how angry he is

"We need to tell Sam." He decides in a stern voice

"No." Bucky protests in a softer voice. "She asked me not to tell him. I had to convince her to tell you so we cannot tell Sam." He explains

"Why can't we tell Sam?" He asks out of curiosity

"Because that bitch is making Y/n think it's all her fault!" He erupts again when he thinks of the reason. "I never fucking liked her and I'm glad she got fucking burned so she will stop trying to touch me but I don't give a shit about me, I ca-"

"Bucky, calm down." He softly interrupts him

"No! I'm not going to fucking calm down because she's hurting, Steve!" Bucky shouts at his friend, doing the complete opposite of the suggestion. "My precious babydoll is hurting and thinking she is causing a mess every time she comes over! She's scared that Sarah won't let her come over anymore and she can't see her nephews!"

"Buck, she's not going to stop until we say something." He sighs and I can see his head shake. "I saw how upset she was when we went down to the dock. Her eyes were also glowing." He adds a little confused on why they were blue

"Because her mental walls were up so she couldn't hear anyones thoughts." He spits through his teeth. "Wanna know why?" He asks sarcastically and rhetorically. "Because the bitch was inside of her head, telling her miserable things!"

"Did Y/n tell you that?" He asks

"I know my best girl." He almost scoffs at the audacity of Steve suggesting such a thing. "I know how she acts and how she turns off her emotions to give Aj, Cass, or Emma a smile so they don't see through her! So they don't see how bad she is hurting!" His voice raises

I keep my breaths silent as they flow in and out through my parted lips that I have to lick every few seconds so they don't hurt when they chap up. Warm tears run down my cheeks and into my frown to fill my mouth with my salty heartbreak after hearing how livid Bucky is and how angry Steve is when they talk about exactly how upset I am and how Bucky never misses a beat with my emotions when he explains them perfectly. More so than even what my own mind can come up with and make me stutter as I try to speak the jumbled thoughts