TEENAGE1: Mathematician's Property (On-Hold)

CHAPTER 42

"Kailangan mo ba talaga sabihin iyon Kira? Hindi naman mahalaga ang nakaraan mo Kira, alam kong mahal ka naman ni Giovanni kaya tinatanong ko kung bakit kailangan mo pa sabihin iyon?" I nodded hesitantly, my decision is final.

"Oo nga nakaraan iyon pero ang konsenya ko hindi ako patahimikin..." I added making him sigh. Reckless, but my conscience agreed with it.

I don't want to keep secrets. Lalo na mahal naman talaga ako nito. I have assurance that he would stick to me till the end. Do I really have?

I would never doubt Gio... he's genuine. And he loves me as much as I love him. Too young for this disease called love. But cupid did hit us perfectly. I hope destiny would agree this time.

"Ikaw sinabi mo ba kay Ate Yasmin?" I hesitantly asked him, bitting my lower lip unconsciously.  He shook his head making my mouth hang open.

"Masama ang sekreto sa relasyon kuya alam mo yan." He sighed and look at me seriously.

"Alam ko, ako naman diba humampas diba? Kasalanan ko." He said making me shook my head this time.

"Tinulak ko siya sa hagdan dun, kasalanan ko iyon! I admitted already! Bakit mo ba inaako ako naman may kasalanan." I hissed.

"But still, you were afraid that time your kid mechanism kicked in and pushed him is a natural reaction Kira." Nag tataasan ang balahibo ko sa tuno nito, but I didn't budge. Hindi niya maaako iyon.

"Stop owning that fault Kuya, it wasn't your fault! It was mine." I hissed, he rolled his eyes and sighed.

"Sa ating dalawa ikaw ang nakonsensya Kira, ikaw ang nanghina. But me? I was normal, no guilt nor conscience. Inisip ko pa nga na 'he deserved it why would I consciences'. Now tell me, sino mas masama satin?" Hamon nitong sabi, like a marshmallows I slowly sit down.

Why he always win in every argument?

Can he atleast make me win this time?

Yes, nag ka-trauma ako sa pangyayari na iyon. I was blaming my self as a bad guy whom killed someone. I hated my self for killing someone. Pushing him causing him to end. As a kid the was a big impact in my weak mentality.

I  was unable to talk because of that trauma. I was thinking 'I'm a murderer'.

Yet my brother was normal. I admire him being strong and pulled me up again. But less sweet Kira they know but silent and semi-cold Kira.

Hanggang highschool, wala akong naging kaibigan. Tahimik ako, masungit, cold. No one liked my attitude until napadpad ako sa Claude. I decide to try to open up once again.

Then I found treasure. Friends.

They're silly, noisy, dumb yet a funny humor makes us stood still. Then here Gio came into the picture he literally save from darkness literally.

"Tama na yan Kira. 'Wag mo na pagurin ang sarili mo kakaisip." Saway sakin ni Kuya at hinawakan ang ulo at mahinang pinato iyon. He's patting me like an act of older brother.

He's not really showy, so am I. Ang cold kaya namin, but unconsciously I'm a softy towards him. Honestly, I feel like I need to tell him everything whenever his around.

So, this is what they called... TRUST & ASSURANCE.

I love it. I feel safe.

KASALUKUYAN ay nasa bahay ako ng ina ko, I mean my biological one. Maids was plenty for a big mansion like this. I can literally say that my mother is a hella rich woman.