Through his eyes

21

If I have to be honest, I actually didn't want to go over to Peters.
We have been together for almost 2 months now and we recently had our first argument.
I knew Peter is quite... or very much extroverted and extra but now that I'm in a relationship with him, kind showed the real him and opened my eyes.

And basically Peter is an asshole.

When Selena 'warned' me about Peter being a peace of shit I thought she was saying this just to mess with me but turns out she was right.
My attraction towards Peter made me so blind that I looked past his negative and toxic traits and the way he treats other people, I literally feel so stupid right now.

I was ready to leave a long time ago but I just didn't felt like leaving my bed, not only do I feel stupid I also feel guilty and dirty for liking my best friends probably soon to be boyfriend a little more than I should.

Theo is just such a wholesome and sweet person, ugh and he's so adorable especially when he starts blushing I just want to hug him. But Ashley, she is actually not as sweet and nice as she seems to be she can be very mean sometimes that's why I am a little worried about her and Theo getting closer.
I mean- we need to protect this boy at all costs.

"Imani? Why are you still here? I thought you were going over to your lil friend" My mom asked as she suddenly entered my room
"Yeah I know, I was just about to leave" I lied
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" Suddenly my mom gasped
"Don't tell me he got you pregnant?! Oh lord he got you pregnant!"
"What?! No mom! I'm not pregnant"
"Phew I thought I had to whoop yo ass for a second anyways don't come home to late and if anything happens text me or dad"
"Yeah yeah" I said giving my mom a kiss on her cheek before going downstairs to grab my car keys.

•

I was standing in front of door deciding if I should ring or not,
but I wasn't even able to choose as the door swung open revealing Peter
"You have been standing here for almost five minutes now, it's about time you came"
He said leaning on the doorway
"Are you... still mad at me?" He asked not meeting my eyes
"Are you still mad at me?" I shot back
"I asked first"
"Are you?"
"...no"
"Don't lie to me Peter"
"Okay yes I'm still mad at you!"
I scoffed
"I knew it, why don't you understand that I'm not ready to sleep with you at the moment!"
"Because I don't get it! I seriously don't get it, you are my girlfriend but you don't want to sleep with me? That's fucking stupid"
"It's not that I don't want to sleep with you I'm not ready yet!"
"When are you ready huh? What is it that's making you wait"
"Why can't you ju-"
"Uhm guys?" Mei said making her presence knowing, I quickly wiped the tear on my cheek away
"Everything oka-"
"Yes everything's fine" Peter said
"I think I should just leave" I whispered
"No stay... please. Not for me but for the other's" He pleaded taking my hands in his and sighing loudly
"I'm sorry okay. Let's talk later yeah?"
And that's how he always gets me.

•

Walking into Peters own cinema I found everyone already comfortably sitting in their seats, a bunch of blankets snacks and alcoholic sprawled around
"Come, the movie is about to start soon" Peter said taking my hand and bringing us to the back seats.

"What movie are even going to watch? It's as if the whole school is here" I stated as I got comfortable under a random blanket
"Mm yeah some of my boys are not able to keep their mouths shut but whatever" Peter said as he tried to get under the blanket with me but I quickly slapped his hand away
"Ouch! What was that for?"
"The last time we shared a blanket you forced me to jerk you off so no"
"I was joking babe"
Babe, I remember when we first started dating and he called me babe it made me feel so giddy but now? i wouldn't say so.
"Of course you were"

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"Aye! Why don't we play truth or dare?" A random and clearly drunk boy asked
We finished watching the movie a short while ago but no one was ready to leave yet. And now we all were sitting in a big circle playing truth or dare.

Next to my left was sitting Peter and to my right was sitting Brianna.
"Ok first of all everybody knows how this works right?" Josh one of Peters friends asked, everybody started laughing but were nodding anyways
"Alright let's get this game started!" Josh yelled causing a few to cheer.

Anyways random people where spinning the bottle and daring them to do shit or asking the rather personal questions. So far it hasn't been my turn but I was getting sleepy.
I yawned forcing myself to stay awake,
Hold on.
Why is everybody staring at me?
"Uhm"
"Did you not hear me" Selena questioned
Since when is she here?
"To be honest no, I did not hear you Selena"
She rolled her eyes at me
"I'm daring you to play seven minutes in heaven with Theo"
I almost got a heart attack as I heard his name leaving her mouth. I glanced towards Theo who seemed to avoid everyone's eyes
"You don't have to" Peter whispered
"Don't worry it's just a game and nothings going to happen" I said squeezing his hand.

I got up from my comfortable place
"Ashley won't be so happy about this" Brianna said looking up to me
"Tell her nothings going to happen okay?"
I don't have to prove myself to anybody but I like showing Selena that she's messing with the wrong person.

Walking towards Theo I heard a few gasps here and there
"Cmon"
"O-okay" Theo got up as well and Selena brought us to the storage room where a bunch of snacks and drinks were staying
"You know the drill. Seven minutes. Not more, not less" Selena said before slamming the door shut.