Through his eyes

14

I got little to no sleep last night. I was going trough my phone trying to answer all these dm's I got mostly from girls.
I have 12.3k followers now even though I only have two pictures on my account,
I now know why I got so many and more followers, there were a bunch of pictures taken from me at school or Peters party's - I didn't even notice people were taking pictures of me.

I've woken up a while ago but I was still scrolling on my phone.
I was about to get up now but I had a different idea.
I was searching for Imani's Instagram account. Took me about 3 minutes.
Good thing her profile was public giving me free access to her pictures.
I was looking - just looking, making sure not to double tap or accidentally like it.

I came across a picture of Imani in a two piece bathing suit, she looked stunning. I felt the heat in my cheeks when my eyes would advert from her face to her body.

Usually any others guy's blood would start pumping towards one and only one direction but not mine. I don't know why but since that incident a few years ago, where I found out that my peepee can do more than just pee - I never touched it like that again. I would be terrified and grossed out when I would wake up with a morning wood, but then it stopped completely.

After losing my v-card I got no more morning woods, no random boners, no boners caused by physical touch or attraction nothing.
I just feel nothing

"Theoooo!"
I was so lost in thoughts I didn't noticed that Will entered my room and came rushing towards me.
"Get uuuuup" he yelled as he jumped on me
"Oooooh who's that?" He asked pointing towards my phone before I could even respond
"That's one of my... friends" I said chuckling
"She is pretty... and has bigger milkers than Mom" Will said laughing
"What do you?-" I stopped mid sentence as I came to realisation to what Will just said,
before I could say anything he managed to double tap the picture

"Will!" I scolded him, he just got up laughing before running away.
No no no no no no no no no!
The damage was already done - there was no turning back now.
Fuuuuck!
I don't know if that's worse but I unliked the picture and decided to like a more recent picture of her.

Groaning I got up and got ready for school.

"Good Morning Theo, I will bring Theo to school and pick him up" Zoe said, I just nodded walking towards our fridge. I wasn't surprised to see the once full fridge almost empty again, I just did some grocery shopping with my own money and I guess I will have to go again soon.

I decided to eat some toasted bagels, I wasn't really hungry right now.
"Mom?" Will asked Zoe
"Yes, munchkin"
"Why... why does Theo's friend have more milk-"
I stuffed my bagel into Wills mouth before he could finish his sentence
"Why does Theo's friend have more what?" She asked turning around to eye us sceptically
"Nothing!" I said quickly
"He's just talking nonsense" I said trying to brush it off, Will tried to get the bagel out his mouth but I held his hands in place.
"Will hurry up we will have to leave soon" Zoe said walking away from us.

"That wasn't really nice Theo" Will said with a pout, I had removed the bagel from his mouth by now.
"What you did also wasn't really nice" I said still annoyed by his earlier actions

•••

"Hey Theo"
I heard Ashley say from behind me, I closed my locker and turned towards her
"Hey"
She started fumbling with her shirt
"So uhm, you remember my project right?"
"Yes I do"
"Good because uhh- uhm I-I wanted to ask you if you could be my muse?" She asked her head bent down
"Your muse?" I asked again
"Yes. B-but you don't have to - I mean I would really want you to b-"
Step out of your comfort zone
"-It's okay. I want to" I said smiling a little
"Great!" She said flashing me with a bright smile
"So when do you want to do it?" I asked leaning on my Locker now
"I was thinking about today, after school. In the Arts room" she said looking up to me,
I would have to postpone my dinner with Mrs Jovita from after school to later evening.
"Alright, after school, arts room" I said making a mental note
"See you later then" she said before walking away.

•••

I was on my way to hand in my homework for this week but I bumped into Peter and he was now rambling about his day or whatever

"-and then I asked her out on a date"
Date?!
"Who did you ask?" I asked him
"I knew you weren't listening. I'm talking about Imani" he said in a duh tone.
He asked her out on a date?!!

"What did she say?" I asked as calm as possible to hide my distaste at his new information
"She said yes" he said smiling
"Oh... uhm... that's cool I guess" I said with a slight Peng right across my chest
"Of course it is! It's Imani we are talking about!" Peter said with the brightest smile stretched across his face.

I was feeling a mix of emotions right now.
I- ...
I didn't wanted to hear Peter ramble about his upcoming date with Imani, I can't bear it any longer

"Peter" I said cutting him from all that talking
"Yes?" He asked a little surprised but still very happy
"Shut up" I said firmly and walked away from him, he gave me a puzzled look
"Theo, wait!" He called from behind me but I just kept walking my head hanging low my hands clutching onto the straps of my backpack