My Destination, My Bondita

103 - You're Not Dirty, You're Beautiful

There was a lot that Anirudh had to explain to Bondita, but there were two things that were more important than anything else right now. 

First, he had to make sure that Bondita didn't feel guilty for one more second about the things she felt. He had to make sure she understood that her feelings weren't something to be embarrassed or ashamed about. Rather, they were just signs of her womanhood. There was absolutely nothing wrong with her. 

Second, he had to do something about his own manhood. It was not only awkward to have her sit on him like this, it was also taking a lot more energy to keep himself steady. Even though he would never hurt her in any way or take advantage of her, a lot of his attention was still on trying to relax himself. He wanted to give her his undivided attention. 

He caressed Bondita's cheek as she looked up at him with hopeful eyes. 

"I want to learn Pati Babu," Bondita told him breathlessly, "I want to learn everything." 

She moved closer to him on his lap, rubbing herself against him, making him take another deep breath. She could feel his hardness and now instead of making her anxious, it was making her curious to know more about it. She rubbed herself against him more curiously. 

"Bondita, stop," Anirudh whispered to her as she felt it on the bottom of her thigh. "Stop doing that." 

"Why? It must feel nice right?" she asked him innocently, and rubbed her leg against his erection some more. "Like a massage?"

Anirudh gasped for air for a second, and then cupped her face compassionately. It was so hard for him, but she didn't know what she was doing. Right now he had to explain it to her in a way where she wouldn't be scared. 

"I'll explain it to you," he told her softly, smiling at her. 

"Will you also explain my d - dream?" Bondita asked, getting nervous again. 

"What dream?" Anirudh asked her.  

"I had a dream before I woke up," she told him, her heart beating fast out of fear -- what if after her Pati Babu heard about her dream, he got mad? "In the dream, I was on your desk in the study room and..." 

Bondita gulped again. Anirudh caressed her cheeks gently as her breath caught in her throat. He watched her curiously as she was explaining her dream. 

"Y - You were kissing my neck and your hands were coming up to my bosom, and you were about to kiss my lips and I woke up," Bondita said quickly, as Anirudh's eyes widened, "And in the dream it felt so good, I felt like something exploded inside my body. And I was s- so wet." 

Anirudh just watched her with shock as she explained her dream. It hit him once again that the naïve and innocent Bondita was not really aloof from all of this. In fact, she was indeed naïve and innocent, but in other ways. She had already long surpassed his expectations of her, and this wet dream of hers was proof of that. 

"No there's nothing wrong," he just said, and nervously tried to pull her off his lap, because the image of what she described was on his mind now and it wasn't helping what was happening to his body. "But first, I need ten minutes." 

The thought that he had kissed Bondita's neck, that his hands were reaching towards her breasts, and that he was going to kiss her lips was enough of a visual image for his erection to grow again. 

"Ten minutes?" she asked him, looking at him sweetly, "Why?" 

"There's something I have to do first," he told her, unable to look at her face anymore. "Can you p - please get off my lap?"