Comfort Oneshots

Shindeku

I was empty. It wasn't the first time I had been but it never ended well. When I'm empty all I can think is why I shouldn't be alive, everything that's wrong with me. Shin told me to tell him when I'm feeling empty no matter what but he wasn't here right now. Should I call him? Would it annoy him? Should I wait? The thoughts are getting worse. I need to call him. I picked up the phone clicking on his contact. During the second ring he picked up. "Hey babe what's up?" I took I deep breath. Did he really want to know? "I-I'm feeling em-empty again. It's fine. Nevermind just forget about it. I'm fine." "Izu I know you aren't fine but that's ok. I'll be there soon baby." I shook my head before realizing he couldn't see me. "It's f-fine. You don't ha-have to come ba-back yet." He scoffed. "Baby I'll be there in just a few minutes. I'm already in the car." I sighed knowing there was no stopping him. "Okay see you soon Shin. Love you." I heard the car start on his end before he replied. "I love you too Izu." And he hung up. I few minutes later the door opened and Shin walked over to me kissing my head. "Hey baby. Any better?" I shook my head. "It's st-still the same. So ba-bad." I nodded pulling me into his arms. "Okay baby. What is your head saying this time?" I shook my head. "It-its the same. That I sho-shouldn't be here an-and telling me wh-whats wr-wrong about me." He kissed my head before telling me not to listen to it. "I know it's hard Izu.  What can I do to help?" I just put my face into his chest. "Just hold me please." He layed us down, me on his chest. "Of course baby." I smiled slightly. "I love you Shin." He kissed me saying the same.