CHAPTER 28
GOZU'S POV
I've been telling myself she's okay, hindi ako mapakali. It has been hours since umalis si Raya. Hindi ko rin siya matawagan and I don't know why. It's already 9PM ngunit hanggang ngayon wala parin siya.
Naalala ko ang pangyayari kanina, she left me with my heart broken. Ganoon din ba ang naramdaman n'ya nang pinili ko ang iba? Ganun ba kasakit?
"Please give me another chance mahal, kung pagod ka na. Ako naman ang hayaan mong lumaban para sa ating dalawa. Just give me another chance please, I'm begging you." It's now or never, I want to beg for her forgiveness. I want to beg everything.
"It's too late Gozu." Saad n'ya at parang wala lang sa kanya ang aking sinabi. Napaka sakit, sobrang sakit.
"No it's not, hanggang humihinga pa ako. Hinding hindi magiging huli ang lahat." Saad ko ngunit walang emosyon n'ya akong tinalikuran. I felt my heart was torn into pieces, was this she felt when she was in my shoes years ago?
Nag ring ang phone n'ya at mabilis naman n'ya itong sinagot. I can see the happiness in her eyes while she's talking to someone in her phone.
"T-talaga? C-can he talk? C-can you give him the phone?" She asked and her voice feels like crying. Sino ba ang kausap n'ya? I-is it her lover?
Just a thought of her loving someone broke me. But this is all my fault. When she was there for me I didn't see her, tama nga sila. You'll never know the value of a person until they're gone.
Nagulat ako nang makitang umiyak siya. What is happening? Sino ba talaga ang kausap n'ya?
"I'm on the way. I love you so much. Pupunta ako riyan okay? Hintayin mo ako. I love you baby. I love you so much." Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko, para akong pinipino dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. She moved on that easily? Bakit ang bilis n'yang kalimutan ako? Is he better than me?
Mabilis n'yan kinuha ang bag n'ya at masayang naglakad paalis at parang nakalimutang may kasama pala siya. Doon na ako nagsalita.
"Please don't go, I'm begging you. Let's fix this." Napatigil siya. Kaya nagpatuloy ako sa pagsasalita.
"I'm so sorry, I was a fool. Hindi kita pinili, iniwan kita noong kailangang kailangan mo ako. But I'm here now, mahal. Nandito na ako. Hindi na ako mawawala. Please I'm begging you. Wag mo akong iiwan, let's fix this mahal." My voice cracked at tila nabato siya sa kinatatayuan n'ya. Akala ko titigil siya at babalik sa akin but I was wrong. Like what I did before, she left me without looking back.
Hindi ako makapaniwala, is everything really too late?
Nabalik ako sa realidad nang may mag doorbell, mabilis akong lumabas at pinuntahan ang gate. What I saw broke me, I found my wife and some random dude kissing. I felt the anger running through my veins. Galit na galit ako habang nakatingin sa kanila.
"What the fuck!?" Mabilis kong kinuha ang asawa ko sa kamay ng lalaki.
"Who are you!? Why the fuck you're kissing my wife!?" Sigaw ko sa lalaki. Alam kong nagulat din siya but he just shrugged it off.
"Ah ikaw pala ang asawa, bakit mo pa kasi pinakawalan? Look at you now, ikaw na ang naghahabol." Ngumisi siya at bumalik sa kotse n'ya at pinatakbo ito ng mabilis.
Mabilis kong tiningnan ang asawa ko, kumunot ang noo ko because I smell alcohol. She's drunk but she's awake.
"Let's get you inside." Inalalayan ko siya papasok, galit na galit ako. Nasasaktan ako but this is all my fault.
Pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong mapaiyak sa harap n'ya. I can't handle this anymore. Nang makapasok na kami pinaupo ko siya sa couch at tumabi sa kanya.
"Did you enjoyed our scene? His lips tasted delicious hahahahaha." Pumikit ako ng mariin pilit pinipigilan ang sarili ko sa pwede kong masabi.
"Stop it Raya. You're drunk. Let's get you to bed." Tumayo ako at aalalayan ko na sana siya ngunit mabilis n'yang tinanggal ang mga hawak ko sa kanya.
"Come on Raya! Let's get you to bed!" Matigas kong saad ngunit mabilis siyang lumayo sa'kin at tinuro ako habang tumatawa. Later on, may nakikita akong luha na nahuhulog galing sa mga mata n'ya.
"I enjoyed our kiss Gozu, he was a good kisser. Better than you HAHAHAHAHHA." Hindi ko namalayang tumulo ang isang luha sa kabila kong mata.
"Stop it Raya! Stop it!" I know she's hurting me to get even and she succeed, nasaktan ako.
"Masakit ba? Kulang pa 'yan sa sakit na pinaramdam mo noon sa akin! Pinapangako ko sayo! I'll get even! Kung ayaw mo akong pakawalan then let's play!" She angrily said at muntik pang matumba kaya mabilis akong lumapit sa kanya para alalayan siya.
"Don't touch me!" Sigaw n'ya.
Natahimik ako habang dahan dahang nahuhulog ang mga luha sa mga mata. Oh God what have I done? This is not her, this is not my wife. She changed, a lot.
"Y-you changed." Mahinang bulong ko hang nakatitig sa kanya. Ngumisi siya sa akin at dahan dahan lumapit.
"It's because of you. You changed me. You know what? I was supposed to rest that night pero tumakas ako just to see you. Do you know what I saw in the pool? I-It was you and Kaileia, you guys looked so happy watching the stars together while I am in pain." Tila nawalan ako ng kulay. She was there? But she got it wrong!
"I was just helping her Raya, p-please!" I pleaded. Doble ang sakit na nararamdaman ko nang dahan dahang nahulog ang mga luha sa kanyang mga mata.
"But I also needed your help during that time Gozu, s-sinabi ko na sa'yong may sakit ako pero naniwala ka ba? Wala. I am your wife yet you made me feel I am just an option!" Mabilis akong lumapit sa kanya at niyakap siya ng mahigpit.
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-MissteriousGuile
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