"She shouldn't be your role-model"
"Yourself is who you should be"
I know, but it doesn't feel that way
I know, but it's hard to see
A princess and a fighter
I'd always fight for you
We entered the world together
You know that it is true
You seem to me so perfect
You make me feel so weak
While your appreciation
Is all my heart does seek
I am not needed in this world
Don't know what life will be
But when I think about my future
Fear is all I see
You always stay so calm
I wish I was like you
Right now, admiring you there
Is all that I can do
I cannot be like you. But why?
I know that I can try
But you'll always be better
I know that I don't matter
To you now, if even ever
I wanna be like you
I will stop trying never
And all the things you do
Make me feel so weak
It makes me feel an idiot
I know I'm such a freak
Life as you so easy seems
I live as you, deep in my dreams.
But I know deep down it's not true
I have my own path to pursue
It's easy to get lost in somebody else's shine
But I must remind myself, that her path isn't mine
So I'll try to embrace my differences, my quirks
And pursue my own dreams, whatever the works
For even if we're connected by blood
My own journey is mine, my own unique flood
She may be my guide
But my own destiny, I must decide
I'll always love her, that's true
But my own heart, I must learn to listen to
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Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
