Chaos In My Mind

if that makes sense

I don't even know how to explain it
I don't think I've even got the words
Sometimes I wish for something to erase with,
my feelings away, everything that hurts

It's like missing a face that I've never seen
Longing for a warmth that has never been
No person to crave, yet there's empty space
An ache for a touch, an empty embrace

The only one sleeping in my bed
is no one, except for my cat
And I long for this feeling of a loving embrace
that you don't want to end, but want it lasting days

It may sound weird to say you miss something
That you've never actually had
But it feels like there's a void inside of me
And the emptiness does feel pretty bad

So, if that makes sense, I have nothing to compare
But am longing for something, someone, somewhere