Chaos In My Mind

labyrinth of pain

Words swirl around me,
beautiful yet hollow.
They dance on the edge of my lips,
but they can never touch the depths of this chaos.
Feelings tumble like leaves in a storm,
wild and reckless, with no place to land.

I’m a tangle of thoughts,
a shattered reflection.
The mirror offers nothing but a face I don’t recognize,
lost in the ruins of what once felt like me.
I reach out, but the air is thick,
each breath a reminder of the weight I carry,
the burden of a heart that feels too heavy to lift.

Time drips like rain, slow and cruel,
each droplet a reminder of the light I can’t grasp.
I used to chase hope like a flickering flame,
but now I stand in the ashes of my dreams,
watching the colors die in silence.

Trying feels like a distant echo,
I move, I act, but the colors bleed away.
The world is a canvas, but mine is gray,
painted with shadows.
And in this space, I find nothing,
only the haunting whispers of what was.

Hope was a flicker, a candle in the dark,
but the winds of fate let it die.
Now, I wander through my mind,
each step echoing, each thought a reminder,
of the laughter that used to fill this place,
now replaced by a haunting silence.

Words, beautiful words, a cruel mask I wear,
unable to feel this feeling
I’m not just a mess,
I’m a labyrinth of pain,
a testament to battles lost in the depths of night.
And here I remain, caught in this storm,
wondering if I’ll ever find my way home