It was never hard to love you
But it's hard to let you go
I need to stop my fighting,
Forget everything I know
I need to step back, struggeling
And I am trying hard
I know, this isn't my end yet
I'm only at the start
Cause I know I can't love someone
Until I love myself
And inside of me I do know
That I don't need your help
It was never hard to love you
Only hard to love myself
You lied to me to make me weak
And told me it would help
I should've never listened
Should have stayed like how I was
And I was never good enough
Now I'm breaking all your laws
And before I can love someone
I need to love myself
And inside of me I do know
I can't give what I don't have
Yeah, sometimes I still think of you
Cause you made me feel strong
But what you did was hurting me
Was bad for me all along
I'm glad that I can grow again
And you didn't decide to stay
Cause what I didn't realise then
Was you made me waste away
YOU ARE READING
Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
