Dear Diary,
today was hard again, cold again.
I tried my best,
I don't think they noticed.
I just need to get it off my chest.
Freezing temperatures all around
Nothing to hear, frozen sound.
Didn't know what I was supposed to do,
I tried to keep on going,
but my heart was too cold, too.
I don't feel like I'm good enough,
Struggeling, I stand alone,
I know I'm such a failure,
I can't do it on my own.
It feels like I cheated,
I always had help, along the way,
but left on my own, I struggle and crumble,
in what I think, what I do, what I say.
Nobody can see my lies,
the illusion I've built around my walls
And nobody except me hears,
when my demon within calls.
It's exhausting, Diary, pretending I'm strong,
When all I feel is that I'm getting it wrong.
YOU ARE READING
Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
