Chaos In My Mind

My now

I hold your hand in the fleeting now,
Bound by love, though unsure how.
You're the light in my current sky,
Yet I feel this bond will one day die.

You're my joy, my peace, my calm,
A soothing touch, a healing balm.
For moments like these, love feels so true,
Not endless, but meaningful, me and you.

I need you to know, how much I care for you,
Your smile feels warm, your heart is true.
But deep within, a whisper speaks,
Forever’s promise is what it seeks.

I crave a love that feels like fate,
A pull so strong, it resonates.
But this, our story, though sweet and true,
Feels like a season we’re passing through.

One day, I’ll look back, smile, and see,
This love was a gift, it set me free.
Cherished moments, laughter, and care,
A memory woven beyond compare.

I know, you too, shall find what you seek,
a love, that's endless, and true, and deep.
Someone will give you what I give and more,
a strong love, a real love, that won't leave you sore.

You’re not my forever, but you are my now,
A gift of joy, I'll keep somehow.
And when the winds pull us apart,
I’ll treasure our memories in my heart.