Chaos In My Mind

testament of love

In whispers meant for hidden ears,
These words confess my hopes and fears,
A secret shared, a silent plea,
To bridge the gap 'tween you and me.

Unintended, this verse is read
Revealing truths I should've said.
Yet I avoid my gaze from sight,
To shield my heart, to hold it tight.

For it might be that you already know,
Some fragments of the truth, that I will never show
While I, in shadows, still reside,
In darkness, where my secrets hide.

Each hue of blue, from sky to sea,
Reflects the essence held by thee,
The sun's embrace, a rose so tender,
That stirs my heart, a sweet surrender.

In melodies, a song's embrace,
I find a trace of your sweet grace,
It binds us in a quiet dance,
A bittersweet and fleeting chance.

Your name, a flame within my mind,
While mine to you is left behind,
A silent truth one can't foresee
Bound to this, forever will be.

My chance, it vanished silently,
Slipped through my fingers quietly.
Yet thoughts of you still find way,
Like crashing waves that cannot sway.

In a world where dreams are spun,
I yearn for what cannot be won,
A beautiful illusion's hold,
A love that can't break free, unfold.

If you could glimpse behind this mask,
Unveil the truths too vast to ask,
A cut in time, a shattered dream,
A breaking return of my heart to the stream.

I sense you know, yet you withhold,
To spare my heart, protect its hold,
In silence I remain, love's reach denied, Forever hidden, my heart's voice defied.

I won't confess, I can't reveal,
For distances we cannot heal,
And you, so distant, far away,
Unaware of the price I pay.

Why you? A question left untold,
In mysteries my heart does hold,
If only I could grasp the why,
Perhaps, then, it wouldn't be goodbye.

But you don't know me, just my name,
Still, feelings bloom and fuel the flame,
Enough for me, yet not for you,
A truth I must accept as true.

In whispered hopes and silent pleas,
My heart's desires, I release,
For even if it can't be true,
I'm grateful for every moment with you.

So let these words forever rest,
A testament to love confessed,
For you, my heart will ever yearn,
In silence, it shall forever burn.