Chaos In My Mind

Can't stop me from drowning

I know my doubts, they are wrong
But all that's leaving scars behind
I know this time, it feels long
But I don't know what else to do

I feel my inside going numb
Still hear the songs that I once sung
But I know deep in my heart
I hated this, from the very start

The air I breathe can't stop me from drowning
The walls I meet won't stop my run
But I know, I have to keep going
Even when my legs go numb

I always keep fighting, I try to be strong
Don't want to keep going, but stopping is wrong
I know in my heart, I know in my soul
How wrong I was, all along

I feel it inside, don't feel it at all
the fire so bright, my heartbeat so small

How did this ever happen?
How did I turn to dust?
I guess there is no feeling
That you can really trust

How can I still be here, alive
While feeling dead inside?
How did you ever tear me down?
My light once shined to bright