Crazy For You ~ {Minsung}

(23) Part 2

Jisung in silence. A muffled ticking of the clock in the kitchen was the only sound accompanying Felix's slow, steady breathing in the bed next to his.

A single, unnoticed tear ran down his cheek as he stared blankly intro the grey ceiling.

This was the closest thing to an argument that he'd ever been in with Felix. And it wasn't the subject of the fight, but Felix's hurt feelings that made him feel a sharp prick of emotion that caused the tear.

He only had his few friends that he cared about, there wasn't any people outside of Felix, Bangchan and Jeongin that he was close to apart from Chans family. Maybe that's why it hurt so much, the fact that Felix was sad and angry with him. Because he was his only friend.

Chan had taken Jeongin home early and Minho left with Changbin straight after, leaving Jisung and Felix for the rest of the day, but Jisung had made the mistake of telling the story of his 'kidnapping' in the most blunt way. He'd waited till evening but after he told Felix, the look in his friends eye had pierced him and made him remember how fragile Felix could be, especially as he often had bad memories of when he was still living at home.

Felix's response shocked Jisung. He had stared at his friend a few moments before turning away and speaking shakily. "Why didn't you tell me the truth with everyone earlier?"

Jisung knew how stupid he'd been. Felix would have taken it better earlier than now.

"You could have been killed. Seriously... nothing happened to you before but..." Felix grabbed a pillow and hugged it tightly. "Were you gonna tell me at all? Or did you feel guilty."

Jisung saw him shudder and he couldn't say a word, he felt so guilty.

"You said you wouldn't go out at night again..you said..." he gripped the pillow even closer. "I'm overreacting. You're safe now, we should sleep."

He still wasn't okay. Jisung tried to sort out his chaotic feelings before trying to speak.

"Lix..." he said softly. "I'm so sorry."

"It doesn't matter." Felix got into bed and lay down, turned away.

Jisung helplessly closed his mouth.

"Let's just sleep on it." Felix reached out and turned off his light. Jisung miserably did the same. The feeling that his friend was hurt because of him didn't help as the dark slid over him and made the atmosphere tense and quiet. The darkness made the problem loom over Jisung as he also lay down into his bed. Had he lost trust from Felix? His closest friend? The person who had always been there for him? Had he ever been there for Felix? Or was he just out killing people in cold blood not caring about his friend. Minho was just a minor thought now, lying at the back of his head with all his work with assassinations. That wasn't important now.

'No. I care for Felix so much we might as well be married.' Jisung felt lost and without the usual comfort that Felix gave him, he slipped into his dark thoughts.

Felix was only pretending to sleep. He was tired and he was always sensitive when he was feeling like this. Surely Jisung knew this too.

Felix turned slightly in his bed, Jisung was tougher than he thought, he didn't need to worry about him constantly. He knew this but also felt annoyed that Jisung hadn't told him sooner about being kidnapped, was he a five year old that would break at the news??

He shifted round and looked at Jisung who was still staring holes into the ceiling. He was the single tear shine on Jisung's cheek and his mouth almost dropped. Jisung crying??!!

Felix knew that Jisung had been an attempt of kidnap. Had it hurt him? He didn't know how to feel about the news, it was so uncommon.

He jumped out of his bed and landed on Jisung making him groan. "Lix..."

"Jisung forget it." Felix hugged him tightly and smiled as Jisung hugged him back. This felt right.

Jisung breathed a small sigh of relief. "I can explain Lix, I'm really sorry." He didn't know what else to say.

"I just said forget it. We've never acted like this before, it's weird. Although I mean... getting kidnapped isn't something that happens...and I trust you so don't speak about it."

Jisung looked at his friend gently. Felix was always so quick to forgive... he smiled and felt relaxed for the first time the whole day. Just like that, no more worrying that he wasn't used to.

Felix giggled sleepily. "We need to sleep." He said, trying to push Jisung off his own bed and failing. Jisung made a sound of reply and gave Felix a last hug. "I don't usually say stuff like this..." He trailed off preparing for the cringe. "But I'm lucky for a friend like you."

Felix didn't make an answer and he made himself comfortable in Jisung's bed, slowly drifting to sleep, but Jisung saw his smile.

'I forgot that I'm also capable of getting caught out.' Jisung thought to himself as he slipped into Felix's bed, counting on a proper sleep. 'I'll keep my guard up.'

His mind wandered as his head hit the pillows. Surprisingly, Minho was his last thought as he sank into a deep sleep. Minho <3

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