The photographer

Chapter 16

Mariam's pov
I can't stop thinking about what happened last night even though me and him didn't do anything shit my mind thinking about Harry still I broke up with him four years ago where would he be how is he I am going crazy as I am having Harry in my mind someone cleared throat as I looked seeing Kristen as she keeps winking and nodded to the right as I wondered she mouthed I narrowed my eyes she sighed then she walked in towards me as she makes me nervous and scared she whispered the name the name that I can't stop thinking about I fainted as she keeps calling my name and patting  my cheek then I sit up straight and making a serious face as I told her to let him as she giggles while she walked out of the office I am going to die today I already died help me I can't believe the man who I broke up with is here after five years hey Miss Mariam" his British accent greeted it is like our first meeting as my hand gotten in his after five years hi Harry have a seat" I said but he kept holding my hand as he kisses my knuckles making an eye contact which still makes me melt I am dead then I excused then I walked towards the door after I closed calling her name “get me my favourite drink before I die today" I said she giggled then she said okay after she walked towards the stairs “welcome Harry welcome" I said as I walked around my desk after I got seated as he thanked then he laughed “don't prentend that you don't know me" he said with raspy voice Kristen came with lemonade with mint “would you like to drink some..." I cut her off “go go now later later" I said as I pushed her towards the door after I opened then I closed as I pushed her out “sorry we..." he cut me off “I told you stop prentending that you don't know me and I know after we break up what happened" he said angrily then he walked towards me as I closed my eyes ready for whatever will happen but nothing sit" he said angrily as he pointed at the chair I walked towards the chair he turned me with the chair “I can't stop thinking about you" he said neither do I he drunk my lemonade with mint then he putted it “do you have a problem with this ?" he asked as his voice is raspy I shook my head he slammed his hands on armrests which caused me to jump he stood straight running his fingers through his curls as his eyes are closed and licking his lips I asked if I should get him another even I let anyone share especially this drink with me he said no “stand up" he said I did as told he careless my cheeks kissing but I didn't kiss him back then he pulled away with a smile relax baby relax" he said smiling already leaning against my desk then he pulled off the desk taking his sunglasses after he left me speechless as he left my office Kristen came in as she got seated asking questions I am not here listening not believing what just happened “leave me alone Kristen I need to be alone" I said as she walked out of the office then she closed the door my head on my hands Paul never did this when we break up I received a text it says doesn't mean that I kissed you it still over I still love you Mariam please give me another chance when do you finish your work I want to talk with you please don't refuse please I am coming are you still here really yeah I am, I collected my things as I told her to finish the work as I found him leaning against his car we just stood there staring at each other with a smile are you ready to go anywhere ?" he asked I nodded smiling as he walked around the car then he opened the door I got in we arrived at a café three blocks from my company “what would like to drink ? since I drink your lemonade with mint" he said asking I laughed then I answered coffee as he told the waiter as he looked at me lovingly as the waiter left as he took my hands rubbing my knuckles “I have missed you so much" he said whispering as he kissed my knuckles this eye contact I smiled “I have missed you so much more handsome" I said whispering back he let go as my coffee came we held hands “how are you ?" I asked he answered not okay but after he saw me he is okay I laughed he kissed my knuckles “Harry I..." he shushed me as he kissed my knuckles I took one hand out of his as I drink with the other as I noticed that he had a drink Harry is different than any man I met “do you have someone in your life now ?" he asked out of the blue which me to choke as he ordered water for me as he laughed what is funny the waiter getting me glass of water as I drink Harry give me looks I never seen last night you were with Niall he took you to a restaurant after you two had an interview with Ellen then he took you home as my eyes could see that you were flirting with him neither he entered your house this morning he left your house after two hours after you left" he listed what exactly happened between me and Niall “we're just friends nothing between us I'll be honest that I got him drunk but I swear I swear nothing happened" I said then  I started drinking while the his eyes looks okay I will believe since me and him are like brothers but if it was Paul I..." I cut him off “Paul boom he is nothing to me now" I said he took my hands as he kissed my knuckles as he smirked which caused me confusion “I have surprise for you just finished your coffee" he said smiling then he winked as he layed against the chair I am so excited for the surprise nobody ever surprised me I finished as he paid we got in the car he started driving and I am thinking about the suprise until we enter an expansive house I know that he is rich as he parked the car as he opened the door for me then he unlocked as I see the most beautiful view I ever seen suddenly I got carried bridal style as he climbed up as I see a king size bed as he throw me on it then he putted my hair off my face he took his shoes off after mine as he looks at me with those green eyes as he is play with my hair then he careless my cheeks kissing as he took my breath away “fuck I have missed those lips of yours" he said already laying next to me as we looked at each other “I'll be honest I have missed every part of you" he added smiling I have missed every part of him also then he wiped as I broke down after he took me in his arms I wrapped my arms around his torso I never loved a man as him as I looked at him seeing him also having tears as we kiss I got on the top of him as I feel his skin against mine “I'm sorry baby I'm sorry" I said as I pushed his hair back he pulled his shirt above his head then he hover over me as he started kissing and sucking & licking my neck after he connected our lips and tongues going in and out each other's mouths he interwined our fingers either sides of my head then he pulled my bottom lip by his teeth then he let go of my hands as our tongues going in and out each other's mouths as we pulled away for air “whenever I see you on the TV I get horny and hard or even hear your voice" he said I rolled my eyes then I got on my feet after he already wrapped his arm around my waist “I'm not done with you baby girl" he said I look at him as he looks back at me with a smile appeared on his lips “Mariam I..." I putted my forefinger on his lips he took my hand then he kissed my knuckles he walked us towards the bed as he now holds both of my hands “so does that mean you back to me and ya still love me ?" he asked I looked away from him then I looked back at him “if you want me so yes plus all the kisses and love we shared doesn't mean that we are ? and you bring me here to ask this question for a reason" I answered asking saying he stood up as his back is to me “what about the social media ?" he asked which caused me confusion then he walked towards the bed “I mean your career and life even the fans" he said already having his elbows on his knees I stood up then I walked towards the mirror “your management team and my management team" he added I turned by the way I don't have management team I walked towards the bed “I don't have a management team" I said he is now spreading his arms behind him already after he layed his hands behind his head I crawled on the bed towards the pillows hey hey relax baby relax it is our life and choice let's go downstairs" he said already offered me his hand I placed mine on his as he just kissed my knuckles then he stood up after he walked around the bed after he carried me bridal style out of the bedroom to the stairs you're an idiot and dork also I hate you" I said as he laughed throwing his head back as he walk towards the kitchen “so what would you like to eat ?" he asked as he already sat me on the stool bar chair as he stood in the kitchen “nothing now my stomach hurts" I answered he laughed then he walked out sitting next to me “Mariam move in with me" he said then he putted my hair behind my ears I took his hands then I interwined our fingers I'm not ready yet and it isn't easy for us to take another I mean that we weren't together for five years they were..." he cut me off “you said that ya don't have a management team you are back to this habit of being a liar" he said I looked at my hands apologizing he pulled my face up “being a liar won't work for me anymore huh Missy" he said I laughed then I nodded he stood up “let me show you around" he said smiling I have missex him so much he hadn't let go of my hand as he shows around “so did you change your mind about moving in with me ?" he asked smiling as he is already holding my hands “I told you that I am not ready yet and you know that I never lived with a boyfriend before" I answered he grabbed me by waist kissing I wrapped my arms around his neck “about now ?" he asked this man is crazy I rolled my eyes as his green eyes looking between mine “you're crazy who said that I don't want to move in with you" I answered as I already jumped in his arms his eyes lit up “so you were teasing me ?" he wondered I laughed as I can feel his breath on my neck then he kissed after he putted me I'll be honest since our arrival here I knew that is our home and I love you so much, I never loved a man like crazy girl I am, I never been thinking about that much as you as I was forced to date men I don't love as you" I said honestly he careless my cheeks then he pressed his forehead against mine as he closes his eyes “so all of these men you didn't love any of them to make me jealous since you wrote a song about me" he said I still feel embarrassed by writing this song about someone I truly loved and trusted this song is everywhere “I don't know why I wrote a song about you plus I didn't accepted myself neither it gets all of these listeners as I am not an artist neither a songwriter" I said he laughed damn this man is driving me crazy and I can't believe all these I love it neither do I believe that you have all these feelings for me and your voice is amazing and I..." I cut him off stop it you make me melt" I said he walked towards me as he wrapped his arms around my waist and you make me the happiest and luckiest man every time I listen to the song I have the same feelings" he said I smiled he pecked my lips as he sway us I closed my eyes “have you ever tried to think about in front of those people I..." I cut him off “I want but I am so scared and so nervous even though I sang it in the interviews" I answered then I felt his lips on my forehead as his eyes looking between mine “hey babe it is normal to have those feelings and you already have fans & listeners and I'm always here for ya" he said smiling I agreed he kissed my cheek then we walked towards the living room as he already wrapped his arm around my shoulder I rested my head “if that I will write more when I feel like it" I said he smiled I wrapped my arms around his torso and I..." I cut him off no it is going to be secret songs" I said he laughed as I joined then I spread his face and chest with kisses as I gave him pecks on the lips I gasped as I felt his hands on my ass our kiss is slow and sweet I unbuttoned his pants then I unbuttoned mine he nodded towards my shirt so I unbuttoned it as both of us stayed in our undergarments he took my panites off then he took his boxers off after he lined himself inside of me as he unclasped my bra making its straps fell off my shoulders as now exposed breasts he has already seen me fully naked before as we kiss while I am moving up and down as he moves with me it feels so good as he sucks my nipples at the same time massage my breasts it has been a long time we came together as his teeth and tongue working on my neck I ran my fingers through his curls I connected our lips “fuck baby girl I have missed you so much" he moaned I moaned then I throw my head back as he keeps kissing my throat then he went between my breasts after he bite then he licked I am so lost as we came together for the second time as we are trying to get breath back normal I love you" I said he said it back as he gives me sloppy kiss then he went to get the sheets after he came jumped behind me I made myself the big spoon as he keeps kissing my neck and chest I connected our lips let us have round two" he said smirking I nodded smiling as he pecked my lips then he went to the bathroom as he pulled me from my hand towards it I ride him as he moves with me as our tongues going in and out each other's mouths we cleaned ourselves as he chases me “I'll finish you" he said already wrapping his arms around my waist as he spread kisses after he took our towels as he got inside of me for the third time I already finished as we got under the sheets I turned making him my little spoon we shared one last kiss then we drift off to sleep