The photographer

Chapter 50

Harry's pov
I found her on floor as she was talking on the phone with her mother as I hear Mrs Jordan calling her name I carried her in as I putted her on the bed I let her smell the perfume she groaned as she pushed my hand as she looked away from me it is my fault that she doesn't want to look at my face she doesn't believe me I can see tears streaming down her face she keeps pushing me away I know that she is in pain after she saw me with another woman all over the social media it breaks my heart to see her like this I am trying but she keeps pushing me away yes it hurts to see someone you are with and love & care as well you are happy with that person then you see this person with someone else I know she doesn't want to be in the same room as me as it looks like I stroked her hair as she whispered don't touch me and leave me alone I sighed then I walked towards the balcony it breaks in a spilt second that I caused her that pain and I broke her heart as I heard her calling my name I walked back in “hold me please I need you" she said I wiped my tears then I got seated next to her as I helped her to sit as she already rested her head on my chest I already wrapped “I..." she cut me off “don't speak I want to listen to your heart beats" she said I laughed then I kissed her palm she got seated up straight as she careless my cheek then she got seated on my lap as she cries loudly I wrapped my arms around her waist as she pulled away as she looked down then she looked at me as she laughed after she pressed her forehead against mine as our breath is mixed as she fisted my shirt as she pressed her forehead I hate you but I love you, I want to punch you and hit you, I never felt all these pain with Paul as I feel it with you right now" she said as she got off my lap as I let her punch and hit my chest as she putted her hands on her face as she cries it is me who caused her that pain “you make me fall apart idiot I hate you I fucking love you but you're idiot, coward and cheater I hate you but I love you fuck you I fucking love you" she said as she keep hitting and punching me like a punching bag as her rising and falling heavily as she screamed on her hands as she about to fall as she ran towards the balcony I grabbed her by waist kissing not caring if someone see us as I felt her fingers through my hair I carried her back in to the bed as I putted her down on it as she pulled me from my necklace as she asked me how could you kiss me in front of the world I laughed she looked away from me I kissed as she turned her head as our noses brushed I smiled as I give her pecks she smiled back finally then we went to the bathroom wash our faces she pulled me back even though you are pain in the ass I still love you fuck I..." I cut her off shhh you're so amazing and beautiful" I said she wrapped her arms around my torso I wrapped my arms around her she sighed then she looked up I didn't sleep well last night I was falling apart, I thought that I wasn't going to see you ever again even though I am mad at you" she said I pulled her out of the bathroom to the bed as we cuddle as she keeps staring at me I leaned in “I don't know why my feelings for you goes away then comes back I don't understand why they are mixed" she said as she pressed her finger on my lips I kissed it happens babe" I said she hummed nodding as she already rested her head against my chest I pulled her face up as I smiled she smiled back then she leaned against the headboard I got closer to her as I kissed her neck she wrapped her arms around my neck we'll be alright" I said she played with my hair I looked up at her she looks hopeless I rubbed my thumb over her bottom lip she kissed it I laughed then I sit up straight after I took her hand as I kissed her knuckles as I rub my thumb over I love it when you want me to hold you when..." she cut me off even though you are the one who caused it I could've ended in anyone else's arms someone who understands my situation" she said I sighed she turned my face as I see her emotions in her eyes not like usual “I always pass it" she said as she patted my cheek I laughed then I kissed her palm she gotten near my lips as she connected our lips I opened my mouth as her tongue plays with mine she moaned as she got on her knees as she already careless my cheeks then she got seated “what is wrong babe ?" I asked she shook her head then she got seated on the edge I got seated next to her she turned her head as we kiss deeply as her hands on my shoulders “shit Harry I really need you not just by kissing and touching & being in love with you it is more the feelings" she said smiling happily as she got out of the bed I stood up then I took her hand as I kissed her knuckles “close your eyes" I said she closed her eyes then I held her hand and I putted my hand on her waist as I sway us “I feel good but I am missing something" she said I spin her as she opened her eyes as she looks like an angel “you're my only angel" I said she giggled blushing then she wrapped her arms around my neck I wrapped my arms around her waist we cuddled as she talked to the kids