The Lieutenant gulped, her heart hurt.
She quickly left the building and got into her own car parked outside, driving to the nearest bar.
The first thing she thought of was how tonight Jennie and her had kissed.
She felt so needed by how much Jennie leaned on her, grabbed her and hugged her.
She was just glad nothing else happened because her heart beat out of its cage so rapidly from a gentle kiss on her jaw.
But she felt so much confusion, so much doubt.
She sat down at the bar quickly and ordered a couple of shots followed by a line of cocktails.
Jisoo thought maybe London was a perfect city for her. Their bar culture was pretty significant.
I'm taking this job on the basis that I need to provide for my child.
I didn't know I'd end up with Jennie again.
I should've taken another job, another client? Shouldn't I?
Jisoo was finished with three full sized cocktails by the time she was done contemplating and worrying.
But I promised I'd be better, I'd do better.
If it wasn't for me, I'd do it for Jennie, I'd do it for my child.
She gulped harshly, feeling her throat seize and burn with the alcohol hitting her throat.
The least I could do is be kind to her, to be nice to her and pick up where we left off when she left.
To show her that I'm really sorry, and I mean it.
That's the least I can do.
She had a cigarette pursed on her lips, lighting it up she took a couple of drags before she saw how the smoke was getting fanned over to the side.
She felt a gentle hand on hers, and she looked over watching the woman smile.
"Do you always smoke and drink on a Tuesday night?"
Jisoo hummed, feeling the woman's hand leave hers.
No, I don't.
I'm usually home on the couch watching our show together with Jennie.
I'd be with our puppies, stroking their heads while their mother laid her head in my lap and asked about my day.
I'd give up anything to be there again than smoking cancer sticks and fucking my liver up.
She heard the woman call up drinks, and she watched as the woman downed every single shot right in front of her.
As if to impress her or something.
But the Lieutenant didn't care, she could give less than two shits but it made it easier for her to take her home.
The woman soon was drunk, and so was Jisoo but not as much as her.
She couldn't deny the buzz from the alcohol and the company made the shitty feelings go away.
But she knew it was temporary yet she let it happen, because she figured what else could she do.
Jisoo recognized the girl from her agency somewhere, but she wasn't sure where.
But does it matter?
"Jisoo." She let out, her name leaving her lips seductively. She threw herself at the Lieutenant, leaning against her.
"Spend the night with me." She whispered, a hand grabbing right into the Lieutenant's crotch.
