Pickering, evening
It wasn't a lie when I told Karen and Shawn that I had to help my mum with the driveway. As soon as I left the house again it started to snow as there would be a snowstorm. I freed only a bit of the driveway and got immediately cold hands and cold ears, because the temperatures were sinking constantly. It was a total change of weather, compared to when I stepped into the train and nothing compared to when I was walking with Shawn up the street.
Shawn. Here in Pickering. Meeting him. Again.
I shovel the snow with more intensity.
My mum. Moving to another city. Having a new boyfriend, marrying him.
The snowmountain is growing.
Amy. My former best friend. Us not speaking anymore. Because of
Shawn. Here in Pickering. Being arrogant and allegedly gentlemen-alike and then again politely impolite. Don't understand him at all.
In my head I am working on a new song. Or better a duett. Something like a response. I know exactly, that if I would have access to my songbook on Wattpad, I would start with filling new page. But I don't have access to the songbook, so I gotta start a new one I guess. I gotta start a new career on Wattpad, without the influence of Amy, without her fanbase. And without the convos I wrote with Shawn. Or maybe I can focus on writing songs on paper. I could act like Wattpad doesn't exist.
But I what I can't is act like Amy and I haven't been friends. And I what I can't either is writing songs without Shawn's interference into my life. At least it seems like that.
I shovel more snow aside and recall our conversation earlier. His face when he realized it was me standing in his family's front yard. The way he leaned against the porch and watched me.
How he frowned when I said "O-okay".
My relief that he and Amy aren't connected in any way anymore.
So yeah, I could act like there's no Wattpad, but that would be a shame.
Therefore here's a draft of my first entry for my new Wattpad-Songbook.
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We're going through the motions
Cause we can't fix what's broken
And I know it's gonna hurt
But darling I'll go first
Cause I won't keep on saying those three empty words
No I won't keep on saying those three empty words
(~ Shawn Mendes – Three empty words)
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We're going through the motions
While I try to keep at bay
All these different emotions
And if you'd ask, I would stay
And I will keep on having those messy thoughts
Oh I will keep on having those messy thoughts
(~ Mandy – emotions)
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