[X-7 to the concert]
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Should I interpret your words as a sign of belief?
Well, for now I'm good. I took the time I needed, and now I really feel stronger and safer. We've organized the tour in such a way that I can visit my family and friends at home regularly, and I am still working on my panic attacks. It's getting better.
I'm really glad to hear this.
And I wish I could tell you how happy you're making so many people by doing this tour anyway. I can't imagine the pressure you're being exposed to.
I loved your last YouTube video, by the way. It was great how you processed everything you'd been going through over the last few years.
Thank you ❤️
I wanted something honest.
And I had to heal from heartbreak. That's really not easy. But music...
... music is the best way to deal with heartbreak, isn't it?
Yes, exactly. ...You sound like you have experience in that field, too.
...That reminds me of something I once said to you.
Right, it was when we talked about studying and my job. You thought I was gonna take a gap year.
Somehow I was right, wasn't I?
Yeah, you were. But do I interpret your words as a wish to change the topic? I mean, you didn't want to talk about it last time, and I could totally understand if you don't want to talk about heartbreak and that stuff.
No, no, everything's fine. I'm totally over it. It's been over a year now.
It can still hurt, though.
It does. Sometimes. But it's getting better. As you said. It's time...
... and music.
Right.
So, you have also had heartbreak a while ago. I have to say, I'm a little bit shocked that you haven't found someone new yet.
I never said anything about that! But you're right, though. At the moment, I am single.
(You don't know what I look like. Maybe I look awful.)
I don't think so. You could never look awful.
I'm flushing now.
You don't have to. Your soul seems to be so beautiful that you can't not be beautiful on the outside, too.
Now my cheeks are burning.
❤️
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I'm feeling really sad for you right now. Thinking of all the things people comment on when it comes to your private life. The way they judge your relationships, the way they wish you the best but ignore what's best for you. All that social media stuff.
It's not easy sometimes, yes. But they are my fans. And I'm trying to connect with them.
Successfully?
Sometimes. During the break-up, it was really difficult to find the balance.
Do you have any social media accounts?
Yes, I do. Private ones. Luckily, there isn't any media following every step I take and every post I make.Do you have Instagram?
Yes, I have. But I don't use it much.
Will you tell me your username?
Of course not. 🙄
You're seriously not telling me your name until we've met, are you?
Yes. It's just...
You're careful.
No, I was going to say it's a little bit fun.
You won't describe to me what you look like either, will you?
No, no, that wouldn't be fun. And you know: "Beautiful on the inside and the outside."
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