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intentions - ten

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"she responded," y/n says, reading the text in her head a couple minutes after she sent her- well olivia's- message. "saying what?" olivia says, almost shooting up into a sitting position before remembering connor had fallen asleep on her.

y/n reads it out loud, "can we talk about it in person? at school?" olivia groans, "i hate her." "no you don't," y/n chuckles. "i do. like, i actually do," olivia says, "and i don't hate much people." "well... do you want me to talk to her at school?" y/n asks. olivia squints her eyes, thinking deeply.

olivia smiles, "yes. i wanna know what she thinks about you." "maybe you're in love with leah. that's why you're mad i'm on the list and not you," y/n says, laughing, "oh my god, could you imagine?" olivia giggles, "you caught me. ugh, kidding. i can't even joke about it for more than two seconds, she makes me wanna vomit."

olivia smiles, turning her head to look at y/n as y/n kneels on the front of the couch, next to olivia. y/n places her hand on olivia's jaw. olivia smiles, a thought coming to her mind, "shit, we still didn't talk about it that night." "do you wanna talk about it?" y/n asks her. "i should ask you that," olivia asks.

olivia gently places connor onto y/n's bed, looking at him for a few seconds in case he wakes up. y/n lays down beside him, smiling as olivia lays on top of y/n. "alright," olivia says, "so, what happened? you got really upset after we kissed." "i know," y/n sighs, "i just... started overthinking." "talk to me," olivia whispers, "what did you overthink about?" "well, obviously you were my first kiss, and you've kissed a lot of people," y/n says, "i'm just scared that i'm not gonna be good at that stuff for you. i mean, eventually we're gonna have sex, right? i'm just really scared that i'm gonna be so terrible and then you're gonna be like 'oh, y/n's terrible, i picked the wrong girl'." 

olivia's eyes soften, "y/n." "i know it sounds stupid," y/n says, shaking her head as she stares down, "but... i think about it a lot than i admit." 

olivia hugs y/n tight, feeling horrible that y/n thinks about that often. "y/n, you have to trust me when i say this," olivia says. y/n hums. "i wish that i could make everyone i hooked up with disappear if it meant i could have my first kiss and eventually lose my virginity to you," olivia says. y/n's heart drops a little as she thinks about olivia having sex with other people.

she closes her eyes as olivia kisses y/n, noticing the small facial expression. y/n sighs into the kiss, before olivia pulls away. "but no one gets to kiss me like this," olivia says, "or cuddle me like this. or fall asleep with me. you get the idea, right?" y/n nods. "but... really. i wish i could take everything back. i actually regret it so much," olivia groans at the thought, "i'm really in love with you, y/n. i don't wanna have sex with anyone but you for the rest of my life." y/n nods, "okay." "and... there's something with sex that i've never done- well, a few," olivia says. "anal?" y/n asks. olivia laughs at the thought, "well, yeah. that's one of them. i don't know if i wanna do that, though." "then what else?" y/n asks. "well, i'll tell you one," olivia says. y/n looks in front as olivia moves up to whisper into her ear. "i've never came before."

y/n chuckles, and olivia looks as she does. "seriously? you've hooked up a lot of times- no shame," y/n quickly says, "and they didn't make you cum once? not even one time?" "no," olivia laughs, "i just... i remember that i'm just a hookup to them. they're just a hookup to me. then i kinda... distance myself." "well, i'm sorry about that. but i'm not sorry at the same time. i guess i can be your first, then," y/n smiles, "as well as your first girlfriend." "well, you better hurry up before someone snatches me," olivia grins. "not on my watch," y/n grins, "if anything, it'll be leah that snatches me." "oh my god, let's not joke about that," olivia smiles. "hey, wait. you've never finished when you're... having alone time?" y/n asks, making olivia laugh. "nope, i don't really do that. i tried it once, but it didn't feel that nice," olivia says, "why? have you?"