New Beginnings (Sequel to: It's Complicated)

Chapter 53: Happy Place

Shawna's POV

"So what's your happy place?" Doctor Phillips asked.

When I didn't answer right away, she asked again.

"Being onstage," I said. "When there's 20,000 people in one building just for you it makes you feel so good. And when I met my beautiful fans and helped someone who was battling self depression have a fun night to remember. I always found one girl at a show and it broke my heart that there's a lot of people like that but I could help that one which is a start."

"Well Shawna let's get you back onstage."

"I'm only half way done with my album," I told her.

"Well you can announce a tour without a new album, just release the album after."

"Okay," I said. "Thank you. I have a lot to do now. I'll see you next week, our last appointment right?" I stood up.

"Yes thanks Shawna," she said.

I left the building and called Scooter on my way to the recording studio.

"Hey Shawna," he said.

"Meet me at the recording studio right now. I have an idea," I said.

"See you soon!"

I hung up and pulled into the parking lot of the studio. I went inside and up to the usual one that I use. I plugged in my laptop and pulled up the six songs I had finished. I also grabbed my journal and started writing down lyrics.

Scooter came inside about twenty minutes later. I had a paragraph done.

"What's this amazing idea?" He smiled and took a seat beside me.

"I'm going back on tour," I smiled. "All I need is six more songs and we need to plan it."

"Wow that sounds great," Scooter smiled. "I can start planning it while you move into your new house."

"And if Justin opened up for me we could have the kids with us and the family could stay together!" I smiled. "And it'd be a really good show."

"Well you'll probably get going in six months, how's that? A couple months in your new house, you both can finish an album and then we get on the road."

"Sounds perfect," I hugged him.

I spent three hours writing two songs and returned home to my family with Chinese food. I told Justin all of my ideas and he was very excited.

After dinner I started to pack the rest of my clothes. We move in three days and I couldn't be more excited. Justin laid down after showering and I laid beside him.

"Are you ready?" He asked.

"Oh yes," I smiled.

"Well we should be good weather wise since it's the end of September, it shouldn't be too hot there."

"That's good," I said. "Even though we have air conditioning."

Justin smiled and ran his fingers through my hair. I interlaced our fingers and looked up at him. Our lips met and it felt so good. I climbed on top of Justin and rested my body against his. He tangled his fingers in my hair and I had my hands lightly against his chest.

"Baby," Justin whispered.

"Yes?"

"I love you," he said.

I smiled and grabbed his hand, "dance with me."

It was 3:38AM and we stood in the dance studio, we've been here for three hours. Dancing and laughing. We recorded a few videos.

As we finished our dance to Don't by Bryson Tiller, I started to walk and turn off the camera but Justin grabbed my arm, I turned around and I was inches away from him. I put my hand on his chest and he kissed me. I kissed him, passionately and I felt sparks. Just like when we were thirteen years old.

"Shit I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I laughed.

I posted the three videos we made including the one of us kissing. We laid in bed at 4:12AM, Justin rubbed my back as I laid on his chest.

"Sweet dreams my angel," he kissed the top of my head.

"Sweet dreams baby," I kissed his soft chest before I fell asleep.

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Author's Note:
Hey guys!!! It's been awhile since I left y'all a note ;) hope you guys are enjoying the book! So I have a few options for you... I need comments tho! Either I finish this little series and make a completely different new book or continue this series but like 10-15 years in the future! Let me know in the comments. Much love babes