Went a little crazy

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Jason's pov

I was flipping through channels on the TV, bored as heck when Miranda walks in our room looking troubled. "What's wrong sweetheart? That's your worried face." I say, patting the bed beside me. She sits down, curling her legs under her. "Jason, we're not keeping the baby." She says, making my whole body freeze. I drop the remote and look at her shocked. "What do you mean, we aren't keeping the baby?! Why wouldn't we keep the baby?!" "I want to give him or her to Rachel. It's our fault she lost the other baby." She still thinks it's her fault! I grab her hands. "Baby girl, that was not your fault. Stop blaming yourself! Rachel doesn't even blame you!" "I want to do this! For Rachel!" She says, crying. I hug her tight. "It's gonna be okay. Rachel doesn't want you to give the baby away." "I don't deserve it!" She whimpers. I just hold her while she cries. I'm not gonna be able to convince her while she's like this.

*the next day*

I wake up and there's a note sitting next to me. Gone to talk to Rachel. Please don't try to stop me. I slap my forehead in frustration and quickly get dressed. I call to Jenny who's already awake and eating breakfast. I rush down there. "Jenny, get dressed, we have to go." "Go where?" I sigh. "To stop your mother from making the biggest mistake of her life." I say, hugging my daughter.

Rachel's pov

After Miranda told me she was pregnant again, she started crying. At first I blamed it on hormones but she grabs my hands. "I have to tell you and Kurt something very important." She says. The seriousness in her voice is starting to scare me. I call Kurt into the room who holds baby Tommy in his arms. "What's going on? Why are you crying?" He gasps, worried. I love how he worries about my friends. "Kurt, Rachel, I want to-" The door suddenly opens making me jump. It's Jason and Jenny. "Baby please don't do this. You can't!" He cries, confusing me. "I have to Jason." She says. "Okay, what on earth is going on here?" Kurt asks, handing Tommy to me. Miranda takes a deep breath. "I want to give the baby to you, Rachel and Kurt. Because it was my fault you guys lost Ali and I've felt horrible." She says. Jason sighs, shaking his head sadly at her. "Girl! It ain't your fault!" Kurt gasps, hugging her. "Yes it is! If I would've answered my phone-" "You hush now! That was just a tragic turn of events. You didn't know. It wasn't your fault and I don't blame you." I gasp, walking over. "Really?" She whimpers, grabbing my hand. "Of course. I'm so sorry you felt this way." I say.

Jason's pov

Thank God she was able to knock some sense into her. "You must think I'm a total idiot now." She says as we walk back to my truck. I stop in my tracks and grab her hands, making her stop. "No, I don't. I could and would never think that. You were upset not an idiot. Now stop beating yourself up over this you're starting to worry me." "I'm sorry Jay." She says, hugging me. "It's okay. I just want you back to normal. We are keeping the baby right?" She laughs and nods. "Of course we are." She says, kissing me. My hands rest on her hips. "No more craziness?" She shakes her head. "Good. I love you baby girl." "I love you too and I'm-" I put a finger to her lips. "No need to be sorry baby." I say, kissing her lips. I put a hand to her stomach. "You're gonna have the best mommy and big sister in the whole wide world." I whisper, kissing her belly. We get in my truck and go home.

Rachel's pov

Man, I can't believe she felt that way. It's not her fault. It's probably after what I said while doped up on pain meds. Kurt hugs me. "That was the craziest 10 minutes of my life." He says. I roll my eyes. "I'm sure you've done crazier. Especially when you decided to marry this crazy chick." I joke. He laughs. "Nope I was perfectly sober, sane, and happy when I did that. I'm so happy to have you in my life Rachel Christine Allison." He whispers, kissing my forehead. "And I'm so happy to have you in mine Kurt Thomas Allison." I reply, tears in my eyes. (I don't know his real middle name and I couldn't find it online so I just made something up.) The love I feel for this man and that he feels for me is so overwhelmingly powerful. We kiss passionately, the baby asleep in the playpen. He picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist as we make out. His arms grip me so tightly and protectively. He carries me to the bedroom, laying me on the bed I take my shirt off as he unbuckles his belt. "Baby, I love you so much." "I love you too."I whisper as he kisses me again and I lay back.

Jason's pov

I sit on the front porch with a beer in my hand. My music playing on my Pandora. I lean my head back against the post listening to a little Luke Bryan. "Sportin' a neon tan. I can't find my car, how'd I get home from the club? Ain't got a clue what went down so I started asking' around." I close my eyes and sing along. "And all my friends say I started shootin' doubles when you walked in yeah all my friends say I went a little crazy seein' you with him." Suddenly the music stops. I open my eyes. She sets my phone back down. "Hey baby, how ya doin'?" I ask. "Better." She says. I smile and set my beer down pulling her into my lap. "You aren't mad at me?" My eyes go wide. "Of course I'm not mad at you sweetheart. I could never be mad at you." I say, kissing her. "You're just upset and I wouldn't get mad at you for that."

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