Riptide (a lauren jauregui love story)

Part 60

After the performance I grab lunch with Demi and then head home to get ready for the concert. I wear jeans and a plaid top. I get to the theater like 4 hours early so right on time. I went to their dressing room and knocked on the door.
"Hey ladies." Lauren let me in and kissed me shortly then lead me to sit next to her on the couch. She cuddled into my side while waiting for her makeup.
"Babe I've been perfecting my routine to make it extra sexy tonight." She whispers in my ear.
"Mhm I'm excited." I kiss the side of her head.
"Like your gonna be so turned on."
"I don't doubt it."
"I feel like your patronizing me right now."
"No of course not."
"You doubt my ability don't you."
"No I just don't think it's gonna work I'm not into a girl based on her dance moves." I tease her.
"Keep your eyes on me and then I think you'll change your mind." She whispers seductively and bites my ear. My face goes red. She gets her makeup and such and then they do their pre performance rituals and I go to my seat to watch the show. The girls come out and Lauren's costume looks so hot on her. At first it wasn't too bad it was Boss and This is how we roll. Hen sledgehammer comes and at first everything is fine and then suddenly they whine down to the ground and things go downhill from there. Next was suga mama. I was so hard after that. She basically just like humped the seat while staring at me with her sex eyes. The way she runs her hands through her hair damn. She would run her hands up and down her body and do her moves seductively while staring at me. I shifted uncomfortably as my arousal state fluctuated. Worth it was he lay song and let me just say just watching her sexy ass do the moves almost made me orgasm in my seat. After the show I ran backstage and she had already changed. I pushed her against the wall.
"You got me so hard during that performance." I whisper in her ear.
"I better have, I worked hard." I press my lower body against her so she could see how hard she made me. She moaned at the feel.
"I'm gonna fuck you so hard tonight." Lauren smirks and pushes me backwards.
"Big rob I'm staying with Jack he'll bring me back."
"Ok be safe kids."
"Will do."
We drove to my apartment and as soon as I opened rn the door I locked it behind me. I pushed her against the wall and she groaned.
"Hey lets wait till we get to bed." She teases me.
"Fine." I slowly walk down the hallway and once we get there she rips my shirt open. She pushes me back in the bed and climbs over me. we connect our lips and they move together passionately and my hands move to grip her ass. She grinds her hips into mine making my hard grow even more if possible. I moan.
"I'm in control tonight baby." She says sexily while grinding I. Too of me.
"You could be whatever you want to be sexy." She kisses down my neck and chest and abs leaving love bites everywhere. I moaned and groaned in pleasure. She slowly undid my belt and slowly pulls my pants down I guess anticipating. I pull my shirt off all the way and she pulls hers over her head. I run my hand down her breast and stomach.
"You're so flawless baby girl." She blushes and tucks hair behind her ear.
"Why do you always want to be in control I should be the one working hard while you enjoy getting pleasured." I bring a hand down her crotch.
"Because I like dominance and I think it's sexy to make you pant and moan my name while you relax."
"But babe I always pleasure my girl it's just my duty."
"It's 2015. We're equals."
"You looked really hot on stage teasing me me and all."
"Who said it was for you?"
"It better have been."
"It was."
"Lauren question before we start."
"You're really ruining the mood you know."
"Ok just a question babe."
"Alright go." She leans up. I run a hand down her side slowly as I speak.
"When?"
"When what?"
"When did you make these cuts in your arm?" Her face was shocked.
"How did you..."
"I'm not an idiot I can see through the makeup that has smudged off already."
"I did it a while ago because at a meet and greet this fan was so sweet to all of us girls until she got to me at the end. We hugged and then she was like.
'Die you ugly fuck you're the least talented and ugliest member. Camila should be a shamed of being shipped with you.' All of the girls thought she just liked me best but that was not the case. Then I tried to call you but no one would let me go somewhere with cell reception. I saw some fans with cuts and I got triggered and then the voices started telling me I was ugly so I kind of believed it and cut my arms to feel prettier. 'The blood made me feel prettier. They used to use blood as makeup. It makes you pretty' that's all my demons would say and so I felt even more beautiful with the red on my arm. The girls didn't notice as per usual so I thought I got away with it."
"You didn't feel pretty?"
"No." She hung her head down.
"Baby you are gorgeous and so beautiful. Don't don't ever let anyone or anything make you think otherwise. You are perfect to me. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Now gorgeous you want to cuddle?"
"Hell no I'm still wet I wanna sex!" She pushes me down on the bed and attacks my chest with open mouth kisses then moves down to my abs. She looked up at me and undid my belt. She lifted my head up and I placed my lips on her stomach and down further until I reached her soaking wet area. I kissed over it and she pushed me down again. She really wanted her way. She pulled off her pants. She connected her lips to mine. She pulled down my pants and exposed me. We took proper precautions and then lifts up and lowers herself onto my length and I felt myself twitch excitedly and she moaned as I filled her up. She grinds her hips on me and I let out some moans. I placed hands on her waist and move her exactly where I want it. She complies and doesn't force anything. I guide her hips and she grinds into me and I thrust up into her. Soon we both are moaning. We continue to move together working as a team no one quite leading the orgasm before I climaxed and released inside of her just after her walls clenched around me and she came. We screamed each other's names and then she carefully lifted off of me and laid next to me.
"Finally I've been craving that for a month."
"Imagine babe we have like 3 months to look forward to doing that again."
"Ugh don't remind me I hate that we have to go on tour and leave you in the city."
"Well hey I'm going to a few more shows and then I mean we see each other in Hawaii and like Kansas..."
"I know but then you go on the Taylor your and I'm going to be recording or spending time with family or something I'm not really sure but the point is we will hardly see each other for the next year or so. How is that a stable relationship?"
"I mean we talk everyday and we video chat and we text and were in each others lives even if we aren't physically there."
"I guess your right."