This is How I Disappear

Company, Home

"Please tell me you know who I am...you have to."
"no I am sorry we don't."

I looked into his hazel eyes and I knew, I just knew he wasn't lying to me because they looked familiar somehow

"I think you may have gotten amnesia from the hitting of your head."

Well that would explain why my head is pounding

"yeah I have a bit of a headache, can I sit up?"
"just make sure to sit up slowly, you don't want to get a read rush okay?"
"'kay"

I got up slowly like he told me to. and I noticed something wet and sticky on my face.

"is...is...is this blood?"
"yeah it's just a small cut on your forehead, it bled a lot though."
"well that's good."

I looked around and noticed there were three other bodies in addition to these two

"oh..hi."
"hey. well my name is Mikey, and this is my old brother Gerard."
"hi"

hazel eyes is Gerard.
It suits him

"I am Ray"
"Frankie"
"Bob"

"I am.....well I don't know he he. oy."

"Don't worry we will help out find out."
"Mikey, right?"
"Yeah....thanks. for helping me without evening knowing me."
"You are welcome."
"hey Mikes I gave an idea."
"what Gee?"
"why don't we just take her around where the fans are? someone is bound to recognize her at the very least?"
"Sounds good but I don't think we want to put her through that. I meant they are the people that tackled her to get to us. So it just might happen again."
"hey it's worth a shot Mikes."
"Yeah I will talk to Brian about her and you guys go see if anyone knows her."
"aye aye sir!"

Frank. he was short and covered in tattoos. funny too

"Frankie right?"
"yep!"
"you are funny"
"why thank you."
"Well now missy lets go and see if anyone knows you."
"okay"

countless hours later
we walked back to the bus a little defeated
the guys were chatting and I was just thinking
nothing! no one!
I thought I would have had a friend or someone! anyone!
but nothing no one....gosh. who am i?

we were inside when the blond one,bob i think spoke up

"Hey you hungry?"
"No Bob I am fine."
"You sure because we can get you.."
"no I am good thanks."
"okay."
"can I look around?"
"yeah sure knock yourself out."
"Thanks."

As I was walking through the bus, i noticed its roomy but not private.
I wonder how they manage not to be all on top of each other...I was going to back but voices caught my attention.

"Well Michael I don't know. you guys don't know her and neither do I, for all you know she could be a crazy fan pretending to not know anything."
"Brian trust me, I can tell she isn't. she looks like a lost puppy and I just have a good feeling about her. Let her come along if she doesn't have anyone to go to."
"no Michael. absolutely not.!"
"why not?"
"because we don't know her! she could be lying to you and the rest of the guys."

I really didn't meant to listen
but it was a bus
I really don't think anyone couldn't hear that
but i just had to speak up

"I am not lying."

they turned around looking a little embarrassed that I was standing there listening to their conversation

"Oh sorry."
"It's okay Mikey. But its true I don't know who I am or where I come from. and I am not lying."
"well you certainly have an attitude.'
"I am sorry but for some reason what you said rubbed me the wrong way...Mr.."
"The name is Brian little girl."
"Well brian I am not lying. no one recognized me."
"I know you are not. and see she doesn't have anyone. she is coming."
"Well...she can stay but I will be looking for her family while we are on the road."
"Thanks. Brian."

"Well missy. I guess you are going to stay with us for a while.!"
"That makes me feel better. I like you guys."
"well I am going to go chat with the guys about having some new company. you stay here I will be back in a bit."
"okay."

So this is going to be home from now on.?
I like it. At least now I have a place to call home.