This is How I Disappear

He almost..

You think wearing guy clothing would be uncomfortable but in reality they were fine.

they fit like a glove actually

"So I see they fit fine"

"Yeah they do, thanks."

"No problem. I like to help out."

"thanks still."

he kept staring at and he broke the silence

"Bella."

"What did you call me?"

"Bella...sorry thats the first thing that popped into my head when I look at you."

"Really?"

"yeah I am sorry I should"

"No i like it."

"cool maybe that can be your name."

"looks like I have a name now"

"yeah you do."

we walked back to where the guys were in silence I didn't mind it was a nice silence

its been weeks since I have been on the bus with the guys

and its quite messy, noisy, funny smelling but nice

funny isn't?

I have grown closer to the brothers more than others

me and Bob do have random conversations that usually end when anyone else comes

and interrupts, but I don't mind

We started playing pranks on each other

it started when he did the classic salt shaker one and then it just

grew into a war

I felt bad once again because Gerard gave up his bunk to me and he slept on the couch in

the back. He insisted that I have it and tried to argue but it was no use he always won the

arguement.

"BELLA!!!"

I ran for it

"Bell what did you do to him now?"

"I have no idea what you are talking about Ray."

"It's your funeral Bells. and I think you should run...now!"

"Where?!"

"I don't know just go!."

I look mad trying to figure out where I should hide on a bus, there wasn't anywhere private!

ran to the only place I could think of. and to my surprise I wasn't alone...

"OUCH!"

"Wha? oh sorry Gerard I am hiding from Bob."

"What did you do to him now?"

"I sort of put cream cheese in his deodorant...hehe."

"Oh thats just gross Bells."

"Hey thats what he gets for the pudding dump on my head."

"Well you have to admit that was GENIUS!."

"No it wasn't! you weren't the one who had to wash it out for two hours!"

I looked down and realized I was on top of Gerard

"ummm... sorry for crashing on you."

"its alright."

he just stared at me

"What is it?"

"I'm sorry?"

"You are staring at me is there something on my face or something?"

"No I am not!"

"Yes you are!"

"Oh Bella...where can Bella be?"

I heard Bob getting closer.

"Stop staring!"

"I am not staring!"

"Yes you are!"

he started to pull his face closer to mine

what is he doing?

and why am I doing the same?

"I am not staring."

"Yes you are!"

"No!"

I could feel his breath of my face

he grabbed my neck and pulled my closer

to the point we were touching lips

"y-y-yes yo-you..."

I had some idea what was going to happen next then....

"There you are!"

"NO!!"

I tried to make a run for it but it was no use

he grabbed me and pinned me to the ground

"Apologize!"

"You can't make me!"

"oh yeah?"

then he started to tickle me

for some reason I didn't like it and he used it as his secret weapon

"St-stop! ple-pplease!!"

"Say it!"

"Never!"

"Say it Bella!"

"O-o-okay! I am sorry!"

"See now wasn't that easy?"

"No but it was worth it!"

his baby blue eyes were just looking at me just like the hazel ones were

"now you are doing it"

"doing what?"

"just like Gerard, you are staring at me. Is there something ugly about my face or something?"

"N-no....you're perfect."

I can feel the blood rushing to my cheeks

"I can't even remember who I am, I am far from perfect."

"yes you are, and I will help you remember."

"really?"

"Of course I will if you want?"

"Thank you Bob."

we hugged

he was such a nice friend

sweet too

and I remembered Gerard....did he almost kiss me before?