Idiot!
Idiot!
stupid stupid stupid!!
my gosh what the fuck is wrong with you Gerard?
she told you to kiss her and you just walk away
what the fuck is that about?!
I should have kissed her, I know for a fact I wanted to kiss her.
ugh
now I won't ever have a chance to be with her
I took a walk
I didn't know where I was going
I just walked
I ended up and a park
and I just sat down and all I could think about was her
her smile
her green eyes
her jet black hair
and her fair skin
that felt like silk
I have never felt this way about anyone before
she is so fun
and just different
and from what Ray and Frank tell me
she can shred
you fucking idiot
you screwed up bad
"What now?"
I told myself
gosh you are an idiot
I don't even know how I ended up as your conscience seriously
"hey!"
it's simple
you love her right?
"yeah"
well what are you waiting for?
"What?"
go get her you idiot!
"I can't...I messed up already."
fuck I am a loser
"hey!"
what? its true you won't even go and try to get the girl
you love her and you need to tell her
go and get the girl!
"but bob..."
no buts now get off your ass and go get her!
"You know what, fuck it I am going to go and first thing I do is going to tell her how I feel"
thats the spirit!
I got up from the grass and started to head back to the bus
and on the way I stopped by a flower shop and bought her a lily
I was going to tell her how I felt and make up for just walking away earlier
I love her and I am going to tell her
everyone does this lol admit it
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This is How I Disappear
RandomThis is the journey of a girl who loses her memory and her journey to find out the truth of who she really is and where she came from. And on the way she finds love. But can she hold on to her love when reality finds her? Disclaimer: I do not own My...
