This is How I Disappear

Do you have shades?

he just held me there.

In his boxers, hair messy, smelling always of cigerettes and caffine somehow.

"Hey there beautiful, stop those tears."

he took his thumb and wiped away my tears.

and I held his hand on my cheek.

I smiled and he just looked at me.

That look of just pure love

I went in for a kiss and he smiled and returned it.

he picked me up and carried me to the bed. I had pretty much had an idea where this was going.

he removed my jacket and he was going for my shirt next.

until a knock at the door interrupted the thought.

"Fuck!"

"Ignore it come here."

"I can't babe let me just get rid of them."

"gee..."

"It will take a minute."

he pulled on some pants and answered the door and had on his pissed off face.

"what do you want Frankie?"

"We are here to kidnap Bells for a while."

"What?! oh no I am not going anywhere!"

"Too bad Bells you are coming and you can't do anything, Gee said we could have you for a while."

"Gee?!"

"What it's true."

"But what about? you know."

As Frank was dragging me out of the room he whispered in my ear

"Oh baby I will have you later."

it send shivers though out my body.

and we just smiled at each other.

"Come on! we don't have all day!"

"hold on let me just change!"

"Fine!"

Frank dragged me out of the room and pulled me out in front of the hotel.

"Okay frank what are we doing here?"

"Just wait."

and as soon as he said that a car pulled up and I was just staring at it.

"Frank?"

"Just get in."

"alright."

I got in to find Ray, Bob and Mikey inside.

"Hey guys where are you taking me?"

"Oh its a surprise."

"Oh gosh I am going to be embrassed aren't I?"

"Not necessarly."

"Mikey."

"what? just sit back and enjoy the ride."

"Oh gosh."

we were in the car for about 15 mintues not very long.

"where are we?"

"Now shush do you have shades?"

"Always."

"Good I suggest you put them on now."

"What why?"

"Now trust me we want to be as normal and not be noticed. Normal is good right now."

"O-kay."

"Now come on."

We all put on our shades and jackets.

and walked to the front of the building....

Houston Mall.....

"You guys brought me to a mall?"

"Yeah we thought we could spend a day just trying to blend in and buy shit."

"I don't have any-"

"Shush everything is on us."

"Now come on."

"Mikes are you su-"

"Yes we are now come on!"

We weren't that really noticed and those who did just asked a quick autograph and promised not to tell anyone we were there.

we went to everyhwere in that place.

every store.

They ended buying me some new shoes, hair accessories, and some cds.

we ate at the food court enjoying ourselves, laughing and hanging out.

it was getting late and we started to head out before I spotted a photobooth.

"Oh come on guys we have to try this.!"

"oh hell yes!"

all five of us managed somehow to get in there and hold it together for the four most ridiculous photos you have ever seen. we did it five times because everyone wanted their own cop with different faces.

afterward we laughed our asses off all the way to the car and got back to the hotel.

"Thank you guys so much for my new stuff and stuff an awesome day."

"Anytime Bella. Now we are off to go chill out and play some videos games."

"Alright I am going to check on Gerard."

"Okay."

they left to go to their room and I opened the door to mine.

"gerard where are you? I am back."

there was no one there.

"Gee? where are yo-"

And then I saw the most beautiful thing in the world.