"You are a wonderful person Gerard Way and thank you for putting up with me."
"Honey please you can be a pain in the butt sometimes but I still would love to have you around."
"A pain in the butt huh?"
I walked over and grabbed a bucket of paint and walked back and then proceeded to pour it all over his head
"Do you still you want me around?"
he chuckled and smiled at me
"of course I do."
he came closer and pulled me into his arms
"I told you I want you around, I don't think a bit of paint is going to change that."
"you are a strange one Gerard Way."
"Of course!...and now..."
"Now what?"
"Revenge!!!!"
"No!"
he grabbed a bucket and chased me with it trying to pour it on me
"No Gee!"
"I am going to get you! you see!"
"No!"
he had me cornered and poured red paint all over my head
we both started to laugh
it was a bit silly
I couldn't stop laughing because I just remembered something
"now whats funnier than you covered in red paint?"
"ha ..ha....whats funny is that....these aren't my clothes ha!"
"oh why you!"
he started chasing me again
but I had a plan of my own
"Come here Ms. Bella!"
"Come and get me then!"
I laughed and ran and found the rest of the paints and dipped my hands
in the green paint and hid them behind my back
and went and made myself obvious to find
"there you are my dear, since you are wearing my clothes I won't mind if I do....this!"
he was about to pour another bucket of paint on my head but I stopped him
and put my green dripping hands on his face and laughed
"now that was my revenge!!"
i couldn't help but laugh
"oh yeah!"
he dipped his hands in the blue paint and splattered it all over my face
"Oh Gerard!! that's not fair!"
"Never said I play fair hun"
"oh why you!"
he pinned me against the wall
and i couldn't move
I couldn't help to notice the close proximity between us
those hazel eyes just stared into my own and that smile was on his face
and all I did was just stand there looking into those beautiful eyes
he came closer and it slipped out of my mouth those two words
"kiss me."
he came even closer and I closed my eyes and waited for him to kiss me but he stopped
right in front of my lips
"please, kiss me."
he just stood there and froze
"I...I...I am sorry but I can't"
and with that he just walked away from me.
I am so stupid
I let myself feel something
feel something I knew he wouldn't or couldn't feel about me
stupid.
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This is How I Disappear
RandomThis is the journey of a girl who loses her memory and her journey to find out the truth of who she really is and where she came from. And on the way she finds love. But can she hold on to her love when reality finds her? Disclaimer: I do not own My...