Pathetic

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It was like I was living it....

"You are so fucking worthless I don't even know why I had you! Gosh stop crying!

I said shut your fucking mouth!"

"No! I didn't do it this time!."

"Now shut up and go clean the house! thats the only reason you are still around for. Pathetic."

It was like I can feel the impact of her palm to my face

like I can feel it right now

I woke up screaming, screaming and crying

"N-NO!!!...."

"Bella? whats wrong sugar?"

"I-I-I ju-just had a nightmare...I am fine,"

"You look a bit shaken up."

"I am f-fine."

"Maybe if you just talk to be about i-"

"No I said I am fine! go away!...."

what else could I do but cry and yell

I didn't want to tell him about the dream

nightmare is more like it

horrible, abusive nightmare

Its just a dream

just a dream

just a dream

but why does it feel so real?

and why did he make that face?

did I hurt him?

oh gosh maybe I am a horrible person

somebody help me

I am posting up quite a few chapters maybe two more

I will see how it goes

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