It was like I was living it....
"You are so fucking worthless I don't even know why I had you! Gosh stop crying!
I said shut your fucking mouth!"
"No! I didn't do it this time!."
"Now shut up and go clean the house! thats the only reason you are still around for. Pathetic."
It was like I can feel the impact of her palm to my face
like I can feel it right now
I woke up screaming, screaming and crying
"N-NO!!!...."
"Bella? whats wrong sugar?"
"I-I-I ju-just had a nightmare...I am fine,"
"You look a bit shaken up."
"I am f-fine."
"Maybe if you just talk to be about i-"
"No I said I am fine! go away!...."
what else could I do but cry and yell
I didn't want to tell him about the dream
nightmare is more like it
horrible, abusive nightmare
Its just a dream
just a dream
just a dream
but why does it feel so real?
and why did he make that face?
did I hurt him?
oh gosh maybe I am a horrible person
somebody help me
I am posting up quite a few chapters maybe two more
I will see how it goes
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This is How I Disappear
AléatoireThis is the journey of a girl who loses her memory and her journey to find out the truth of who she really is and where she came from. And on the way she finds love. But can she hold on to her love when reality finds her? Disclaimer: I do not own My...