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Tuesday, 26th July 2016 - Who Watches the Watchmen

Tuesday, 26th July 2016 - Who Watches the Watchmen

Dear Diary

I went to school today. As I was going from my third class to my fourth class, I was walking down the hallway with a group of my friends. I stopped suddenly. Something was different. Something felt wrong. It felt like...someone was watching me. I told my friends that I would catch up with them. They looked at each other and shrugged before walking off to their class. I turned around to see if anybody was visibly looking at me, but I couldn't see anybody. I resumed my walk to class. That was so weird. Who would be watching me? And why would they watching me? I wasn't used to this feeling of somebody watching me. I wondered if it always felt like this. Would that mean He would always feel this when I was watching Him?

I snapped out of my thoughts when I arrived at class. I was late, of course. I half-heartedly apologised to the teacher before claiming my usual seat, resuming my thoughts. The feeling was very uncomfortable, and if He always feels like this, should I really by watching Him all the time? I have a webcam hidden in his room, he is practically never out of my sight. Then again, if I was always watching Him, then it would just feel normal. Which was good...right? I wasn't completely sure on that point. Normally it was me doing the watching, and I just got a taste of my own medicine.

I spent the rest of the day hoping that the feeling would come back so that I could see if it really was due to me being watched. Alas, it did not.