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Sunday, 16th October 2016 - No Point

Sunday, 16th October 2016 - No Point

Dear Diary

I knew that today was the last day before school came back. The last day before the exams started. The amount of studying that I had done was still extremely small, but for some reason, I almost didn't care. It was only year eleven anyway, it didn't really matter. While practically everybody else told me that this wasn't true, it was in a manner of speaking. Of course, I also thought it likely that my level of caring would increase later today, just as there was practically nothing that I could do. I spent most of the day half-heartedly studying. Just as I had predicted, I became more and more nervous, more and more worried about them. Desperately I tried to study best I could, but I knew it to be hopeless.

Finally I just gave up. I retreated to reading the continuing messages between Prey and Intruder. While they were actually studying they continued to message each other greatly. They had both started far earlier than I had and were feeling ready for what tomorrow and the following week was going to bring to them. I wish that I was as confident as them. I also wished that I was dating Prey. Unfortunately none of these were true.