Monday, 5th September 2016 - Drawing

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Monday, 5th September 2016 - Drawing

Dear Diary

I didn't really pay much attention in class today. I was too distracted. I couldn't get the image of Prey and Intruder out of my mind. It was awful. Whenever I tried to do something else or distract myself, it did not work. They constantly came back, as if to mock me. I even went back to drawing. It had been so long since I had done this, and for quite a while it was very revlivering. I would draw pictures of Prey in various different situations and surrounding. I wasn't able to quite get him quite right, and he never looked as good as he did in real life. Some things looked fine when I drew them, while some were slightly off. Part of his true beauty did not transcend into drawing perfectly.

However, when I drew myself next to him, my features blurred into those of Intruder. That quickly turned me off drawing. They had been quite good, but the aim was to rid myself of Intruder. I hoped that she would eventually just stop existing.

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