I am Your Love Song

Her Confession

"Why your chest is so soft?" Kataku ketika aku terbangun namun mataku belum terbuka.

Tidak ada jawaban darinya. Aku langsung membuka mataku dan melihat sebuah bantal yang menopang kepalaku.

"Oh shit." Aku beranjak dari kasur dan keluar kamar untuk mencari Justin atau pesan yang dia beri. Tidak ada. Justin, kau suka sekali mempermainkan hatiku.

Aku berjalan menuju wastafel dan berencana untuk cuci muka dan sikat gigi. Saat aku berkaca, aku melihat noda merah di bibirku. Noda apa ini? Aku menyolek sedikit dan ini terasa seperti lipstik. Kurasa semalam aku tidak memakai apapun, apalagi lipstik merah.

Ah, ini pasti bekas lipstik Selena yang menempel pada bibir Justin. Oke, secara tidak langsung aku mencium Selena? Lol i'm not lesbian.

Dengan cepat aku menghapus bekas lipstik tersebut dan mencuci muka.

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Aku membuka pintu studio dan terdapat Julia sendirian disini.

"Hey." Aku memeluk Julia lalu duduk disampingnya.

"Hey Saar! Uh ... aku ... ingin mengenalkanmu ke temanku."

"Okay? Who's she? Dia penulis lagu juga? Atau penyanyi? Atau akrtis/aktor?"

"No. He. He's my friend from highschool. Kebetulan dia bekerja sebagai ahli forensik di LAPD."

"Baiklah. Nanti saja. Aku belum ingin bertemu dengan 'orang baru'."

"Alright."

Aku membuka catatanku dan melihat berbagai tulisan tanganku akhir-akhir ini. Sepertinya ini cocok untuk kubuat sebagai lagu.

'I see her laying across your chest'

'You kiss me, but your kiss don't taste the same anymore'

'I bet she has it all'

'I guess she's beautiful like you'

'Maybe i shold be more like her so you can love me more than her'

Tiba-tiba aku mengingat tentang lipstik merah Selena yang menempel di bibirku gara-gara Justin. Lalu aku menulis dicatatanku 'i can taste her lipstick'.

Aku menutup buku catatanku dan menyimpannya kembali ke dalam tas. Aku memeluk lututku dan memikirkan hal yang akhir-akhir ini terjadi padaku. Semenjak insiden luka diperutku, Justin jadi bertingkah 'aneh'. Aneh dalam arti dia baik padaku sebagai teman, namun terkadang dia senang mempermainkan hatiku. He loves playing with my heart and i love being plyaed by him. Mungkin aku yang terlalu sensitif. Entahlah.

Aku membuka buku catatanku lagi dan mencoba merangkai semua kalimat yang kubuat.

You kiss me, but yout kiss don't taste the same

I can taste her lipstick
And i see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance

Maybe i shoud be more like her?
So you can love me more than her

Ah, otakku sangat buntu. Aku memukul pena yang kupegang ke kepalaku.

"Hey what are you doing?"

"I'm writting a song, dan ... aku kesusahan. Kau mau membantuku?"

"Oke. Kemarikan catatanmu." Aku memberi catatanku dan Julia memeriksanya.

"This is deep, Saara. Beritahu aku ini untuk siapa?"

"No one. Kata-kata itu hanya terlintas di pikiranku."

"Please be honest with me."

"Alright. Aku membuat lagu itu untuk Selena. Betapa sempurnanya dia untuk Justin. Betapa cantiknya dia sampai bisa memikat Justin. And i'm tired of stalking her 24/7. I really wasted my time for stupid things. Aku sakit melihat mereka yang sempurna. She gained so much beauty while i gained so much hate from Beliebers."

"I'm so sorry." Julia memelukku. "Mari kubantu selesaikan lagunya.

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End of Part 2 - Her Confession

Btw lagu Perfect yang ditulis Saara dan Julia itu aslinya punya Selena Gomez - Perfect.

Here's the lyric.

Different inflection when you say my name
Kiss me, but your kiss don't taste the same
Is it real or am I going out of my mind?
Curious 'bout the company that you keep
'Cause I hear you talking 'bout her in your sleep
And now you've got me talking 'bout her in mine

Ooh, and I bet, she has it all
Bet she's beautiful like you, like you
And I bet she's got that touch
Makes you fall in love, like you, like you

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect
Ay she's perfect

How does she touch you? Can I try it, too?
I know you're twisted, but baby, I'm twisted, too
I wanna know how she could make a man lose his mind

Ooh, with the smell of her perfume
I could love her, too, like you, like you
And I can almost hear her laugh
Curving on her back for you, for you

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect

I can see her body rushing into you
Crashing on your skin
Burning within, burning so deep, deep
On your skin, skin next to me
She's crashing on your skin
Settling in, burning so deep, deep
On your skin, skin while you sleep, uh

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect

Kalo gabisa dbuka gpp ya cari sendiri ke youtube (bagi yang penasaran).

Wait for next part.