Tenderly Broken

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 The sea is still, calm and serene


Gliding seabird's cries wafting through the air


The soft orange sunset warms your content heart


Far to the north, where the fading sun sits


A ripple tip-toes across the light-blue stage


It meets you tenderly at first


Swimming teasingly around ship with a calming smile


He climbs on board, blissfully dry and touches you


Your heart flutters and your mast shakes in the calm


He teases again at this, laughing infectiously


You blush, grateful for the light feathery breeze


As he dives into the blue you wave a surprised goodbye


He promises he will see you again


You sit as the night consumes your reclusive bay


You stare at the small, sharp stars and planets


Reading, writing, your insecurities are all irrelevant now


You're smitten by the kindly boy from the bay


There will be no sleep for you tonight, little ship


As morning comes you exercise repetitious routine 


But can't shake the young man from your head


You don't dare to hope you have something with him, however


Not yet


You meet the boy again, surrounded by his friends


Your boat rocks with the uncertainty of institutionalized shyness


But he turns at you, smiles and beckons you in


So it goes for many days, so many you lost count


The most tender and best of your life


Slowly but surely, you lose yourself more and more


Within the boy's sandy hair and soothing smile


You dare to believe one night, as you rock steadily


Staring up at the constellations, you dare boldly


There was no shame in that, you tell yourself 


For when you confess your feelings to the boy of the sea


He smiles even greater and adorably blushes


Your heart flutters again, as if angels danced inside it


Perhaps your fantasy could become a reality


But life comes in meteorology, as you come to understand


Too long in the feathers beckons a storm's wrath


You are closer than the closest for oh so long


But soon his looks darken


His smile turns superficial


He is never in the bay


And foolish you, you grow paranoid


Your heart is strung from a rope in the thunderclouds


As your mind races to assumptions


Assumptions that would be inevitably correct


The boy had many other ships in his greedy bay


You lie breathless, the stars swirling around you


Sheer shock crumbles your glossy mast


And the heartbreak burns like only the coldest frost can


You confront him and he tries to explain


And you run and sail far away


You keep going past the eye of the storm


And soon you lay a shattered wreck in swirling ocean


You thought he was perfect, a golden form of glee


Yet perfection is a woeful impossibility


Acceptance of that was the only way, little ship


In your stupid ignorance you name him despicable


"The despicable boy who broke my tender heart..."



Hmm. Maybe I went a bit overboard with this one. And I tried to write from a girl's perspective lol I messed up so bad. Oh well. Tell me what you thought about this big dodgy creature I have concocted.  

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