Why do I marvel over these people
When they will only cause me pain
When they will only go away
When they will leave me insaneI want them, it pains me to say
My attachment is like a serrated blade
As I plunge heart deeper and deeper
The more agony I will feel if I aren't a "keeper"Beauty falls under a speckled sunset
Nightlights glow in bright of the day
And in when it fades off once more
I realise again, I have been playedIn spiteful anger I cast my mind aside
But cannot deny why it bleeds
It needs these people, for I am blind
Blind to my uncompensatable needsI want what leads to heartache
I want to stand at the door again
I can open the abyss nice and wide
I have been attatched, shredded, and bled.