Memoirs of a Broke B*tch

LMAO (Take 2)

12/20/16

I WAS gon try to remember what I said the other day but I don't remember SHIT. SO, today, we're gonna discuss my grades and how I usually pass doing the bare minimum. By that, I mean getting a C+ at least in most classes. 

I would have done it AGAIN if other people weren't in my WAY! Girl, lemme tell you what happened. A month (or two) ago I got assigned to this group. We had to make a video. We do the video, blah blah. I'm almost positive I told or asked this guy (the one who called the meeting) to send everyone the link. He didn't, I think he just said no, only one person needs to send it. Fast forward a few days ago, I'm scrolling through my grades and I see a  ZERO for the video. 

SKRRRRT! HOLD TF UP!

 I emailed the teacher like "Um, I know for SURE I did all the group videos" cuz I would *NEVER* leave anybody else hanging. I know I didn't give a FUHLYING fuck about that class, but other people do, and I respect that. He didn't send that shit in until that day. I don't REALLY blame him for me not getting a C+ cuz I wasn't doing my work, but this is an example of one person messing up & harming other peoples' grades. If he would have sent that project in ON TIME, or at the very least a goddamn week ago, our video grade wouldn't have been so low. I was not even ONE whole point away from a C+. If this ho sent off the video right away, me doing the bare minimum would have sufficed for maybe a mid-C+. I've been paying that class dust since about two weeks in & he *KNOWS* i don't like being in there. If I acted like I cared, he would have given me that .6 of a point. PET-TEA. It's cool, that's what I get. Look, I just gotta eat it. Especially because it doesn't matter anyway.

Even if I don't get accepted into this new school next semester, I'm DEFINITELY not finishing my degree here. My degree won't take any credits from any ASL classes, unless it's classified as some kind of "language other than English". That's what it was, an ASL class. Where I purposely skip doing videos because I H A T E them. I hate when my signing is GRADED. I'm terrible at it, and I wouldn't have even graduated being fluent in ASL so fuck it. Time to go back to what I know: mainstream.

I'm just SO angry at myself for wasting time. I knew I didn't like being at a deaf school since LAST year, but I still wanted to try. Fuck allat lmao. I'm not gonna be miserable just because other people want me to stay there. So, I applied elsewhere.

I did well in all my other classes. I think I have an A-, a B+, and two more Bs. Best semester? Nope. Will I slay the next? I'll try to. I'll challenge myself to try and get on the Dean's List for the rest of my time in college.

I've got 66 credits and think I'm gonna lose at least 15 because they're ASL classes and they count the most. SMH. It's okay. Whether I graduate college in 4 years (I won't) or 14, I won't be doing so without a degrees. I might go for a couple lol. I want a minor in Early Childhood Education, too.