It's Been 84 Years.... *stares into distance*

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12/14/20, 4A

Hey, girl. It's been for motherfucking ever. I don't know why I be taking such long breaks in between writing entries. Sometimes I be feeling the urge to write in this thing every couple days, but then I go months without doing so, lol. I would say it might be an indicator of how happy or miserable I am, but there's plenty of days where I chronicled being happy as fuck for whatever reason, as well as sad, for whatever reasons. I don't know. Whatever.

GIRL WE ARE ALMOST A YEAR INTO BEING IN THIS PANASONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A whole fucking YEAR!!!!!! JESUS CHRIST WHAT IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?1??!!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!

Sorry, had a moment there. But seriously, I laugh deliriously to myself daily about the fact that we are in the midst of a pandemic. One that, apparently could have been prevented had the current fucking administration, actually cared about it. Excuse me, I gotta calm down.

12/22/20 6A
Still don't feel very motivated to write in here. I just wanted to laugh at how long it's taken me to return back to the entry I swore I'd finish the next day 😂.

12/22/20 6:39A
Oh, yeah... remember when I said I was worried about how my grades would look being that I didn't see how I was gonna pull through the semester? Well, I got a 4.0– the first time I've ever had it in my entire life. Bitch did you know that there is no Dean's List for Grad Students? That is ghetto as hell, honey. I don't really think the 4.0 does that much of anything for my self esteem, 'cause I'm convinced the teachers were hella lax with grading. I earned all my grades but I think that since my professors reduced the amount of assignments actually rose my grade. It's weird— I got a 98, 96 & a 91. I'll take this 4.0, doe! I fully want to benefit from it lol.

12/30/20 4:15A

Just remembered that I ordered loc jewelry, that ought to be fun. I also bought some expensive ass loc retwist gel. If it doesn't work I'm gonna be pissed. Also debating if I'm going to play Nancy Drew right now. Probably. It's the Sea of Darkness one. I've played it before but I don't think I've finished it. So I'm gonna make sure I finish it this time. I caught it on sale 'cause I wasn't tryna spend a whole 20 on it. BTW Midnight in Salem was pretty much ass, but at least the story didn't bore me to tears. Using a controller to navigate was trash and the fact that the other characters be all up on you made me lowkey nervous lmfao. Plus they block your line of sight. Don't do that no mothafuckin' mo'. I don't like the new voice actress, either. Not only was her voice kind of grating, to me she was just reading sentences, not even being an actress. It was like getting called on in class to read a paragraph when you really don't want to. Maybe she'll improve. I got a Sky Moon Light thing for Christmas. It's gr8. Uh.... I think it's about time I publish this.... never mind, I'll wait til it gets to 1,000 words so you can witness how lazy I've felt writing in this shit, lol.

12/31 11:45 PM

Loc jewelry is fun. Im also in the midst of playing the game I mentioned before. It's miles better than MIDNIGHT IN SALEM. I'm tired of looking at this entry sitting in my drafts sooooo I'm dumping it. I know I said it'd be 1,000 words but it's it's just over 700 lol.

Also I'm depurrrrsed. Not depressed, depurrrrrrsed that I'm bringing in another MF year without anyone special. Never mind, I'm special. But like I wanna bring it in with somebody else special 😂. Then I go on my Twitter and everyone is all in luuuuurve and such. Get this beautiful shit out of my face! It's illegal until I finally get me a piece, and then it's okay, again 😂. Whew I'm tired of my damn self 😂. Happy New Year hoes! Bye!

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