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That night NamJoon woke up for a glass of water from the kitchen and his heart skipped a beat when he spotted someone sitting in the dark on the couch at the living room area.

'What are you doing?' He asked once he realized the person was Taehyung.

'Thinking'

Namjoon sighed and sat next to him.

'I don't know how you feel but what happened this morning was unavoidable and what you did saved that woman'

'I'm not bothered because I killed that man. It's not like you didn't know this wasn't my first murder ' Taehyung smiled at Namjoon who stretched out and answered nonchalantly

'oh well, it's not my place to judge'

Taehyung kept his smile as he nodded and mumbled 'so you've been into my head after all. Oh joonie, joonie joonie. If only you knew how much I hate it when someone stick his nose into my private affairs. If only you knew' just as he slowly spoke his last words he grabbed Namjoon's hair and pulled his head back forcefully.

The immense pain was too much to be caused just by a simple hair pull.

'what? Hurts a little way too much than it should? ' Taehyung asked still smiling as he watched the horrified and confused look on Namjoon's face.

'you see, I would've appreciated it if you stayed away from my head. You thought I wouldn't know you had something to do with my little adventure with your buddy? That I'd just ignore it? '

'you're crazy! Stop this! '

'answer me first. Why me? You know what I could've done to him. Or did you just not care? ' Taehyung grunted pulling harder on Namjoon's voice who winced closing his eyes doing his best not to cry out in pain.

'I knew you wouldn't harm him. It's because that I know what you did in the past that I knew you wouldn't harm Hoseok, or any of us. Taehyung stop this, if you really wanted to hurt me you wouldn't have gone around making my headaches go away. '

'what? '

'I've been excessively using my powers lately and the most pain I felt was a mediocre headache when normally I'd be curled up in a ball with a splitting migraine. And I'm sure you've been doing it to everyone else. '

Taehyung stared at Namjoon before facing him placing each knee on a side of him looking down at his pained expression.

'you have no idea how bad I want to hurt you right now' Taehyung grunted through his teeth loosening his grip over Namjoon's hair.

'but you're not. I know it's not my place to judge and you might not believe me but the Taehyung you think you are is nothing compared to the one everyone around you here sees.'

'you don't know what you're talking about'

'I probably don't. But I know it's time for you to let it go and forgive yourself. For God's sake Taehyung you were a kid. I'm not telling you to forget him but you have to forgive yourself. You did your best, all those years you went through a lot to punish yourself. But things have changed now, you don't have to shoulder all that alone. Besides, the others already know anyway about it all. ' at that, the calm look that was starting to form on Taehyung's face disappeared for worry to take its place

'what? You told them?!! ' he yelled grabbing him by the shirt's neck.

'no I didn't. I said probably. The only person I'm sure knows it all is Jungkook anyway. '

'what? ' Taehyung asked surprised and Namjoon repeated the same question confused.

'well, he stayed in the organization because of you. You.... Didn't know that? ' Taehyung only shook his head sitting back on Namjoon's tights.

'it's not for me to say anything about his circumstances but let's just say you're, kind of, his idol'

'me?!! But I'm... '

'you're fiine ' Namjoon cut him off 'believe me, I met people who did much worst stuff as adults and no matter how deep I dug in their heads I couldn't find an ounce of guilt or regret. You're not a bad person. Fucked up? Yes, definitely. But name one person under this roof who isn't. Love yourself, you deserve it'

'you think it's that easy? ' Taehyung spoke softly as he placed his hand back behind Namjoon's head pulling at his hair forcing his head back.

Taehyung sat up bringing his face closer to Namjoon who was visibly in pain and before he could voice out his objection, Taehyung's lips were already on his biting and sucking on them. He felt his face heat up as Taehyung sat back, but this time right on his crotch and started grinding on him.

Taehyung's hand moved from the back of his head to his waist pulling him closer as his lips moved to the back of his ear licking it and biting on it so hard making Namjoon push him away as hard as he could forcing Taehyung to fall on the floor out of breath.

Taehyung wiped the saliva dripping down his lips as Namjoon stood in front of him trying to steady up his breathing before noticing the bulge in his own pants and putting his hands in each pocket trying to make it less visible.

'goodnight' Namjoon said before hurrying up to his room.

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