Nakaka-stress na first day. Akala ko nakatakas na ako sa quiz tapos ang last subject namin, may written recitation. I hate this! Kaya bagsak agad ako sa kama pagdating ko.
Pag-check ko sa phone ko, wala pa ring kahit ano galing kay Nathan. I sighed. Gusto ko sana siyang itext kaso baka parents nya lang ang makabasa.
Naisipan kong mag-facebook na lang. I searched Nathan's account name. I miss him so much. Bumungad naman sa akin ang dp niya, stolen picture of ours noong sinagot ko siya sa Zone. He's hugging me while smiling ear to ear and I'm holding a bouquet, nakatalikod ako sa camera but I remember that time, I'm still shocked. I managed to said 'yes' even shock was written all over my face. Thousands of likes and reactions 'yon with thousands of shares and comments as well pero hindi ko na ulit binasa ang napaka-haba niyang caption. His cover photo was a stolen shot of me. Napangiti ako, bakit ang sweet ng dating sa'kin?
In-scroll ko ang timelime niya na puno ng condolences at stay strong. Huh? Sinong namatay!? Bakit walang nakwento si Jill sa'kin!? Posted 10 minutes ago ang pinakaunang condolence na nabasa ko, puro babae ang nagpo-post sa timeline niya.
I keep on scrolling until I read something na mas mahaba sa condolences nila.
Oh my! 🙊 Be strong Joash and to your girlfriend. I know it hurts to lose your child but maybe God has a plan. 🙏 Pakatatag kayo. Condolence. 😢💔
"Aw!" My precious nose!! Nahulog ang phone ko sa may ilong ko pagkabasa ng post niya. Wth!?
Waaahhh! Ganon ba un kaya hindi kna ngonline is ur broken becauseof your gf's miscarriage!? Condolence Joash! Wer here for u. Mwah!
Natampal ko ang noo ko. SRSLY!? ANG NONSENSE NILA! NAGIINIT ANG ULO KO. Kaya imbes na basahin ang lahat ng naka-post sa timeline niya ay inopen ko na lamang ang notifications ko na kung kanikanino galing, puro mention sa akin. Inopen ko ang isa sa mga post ng tropa ni Nathan
Ford Angeles: Gags ka brad Joash! Sinabi na kasing wag ipuputok sa loob e! Bata pa kayo! Stay strong sa inyong dalawa ni Rayne. Condolence.
Hindi ko alam ang ire-react ko. Pati ba naman sila!? Grounded lang si Nathan! Gusto kong pasabugin ang facebook ko. I commented on his post, 'WTF!?'
I chat Nathan before I offed my phone.
"Where the hell are you!? Explain it to them!"
Na-stress ako lalo. Chris was indeed a gossiper! Bumangon ako at kumuha ng pamalit na damit at saka nagshower. Nakakainit ng ulo brad!
Okay! I'm not that famous, but Nathan is. I don't want public attention, and I don't seek it and I hate that I have an issue like this!
Pinatay ko ang shower nang masatisfy ako. Habang pinapatuyo ko ang buhok ko, nagbeep ang phone ko. It's Jill.
"Hahaha! Can't stop myself from laughing. Condolence lols hahaha! Napagalitan na naman si kuya because of your issue. Baka daw kaya pumunta si Kuya sa inyo last week ay dahil nakunan ka talaga.😅 Anyways, kuya said sorry. Miss ka na daw niya at MAHAL KA DAW NIYA. Next week pa kami babalik ng Manila since next week pa ang class start sa Wences U. Hindi ko siya mapahiram ng phone kasi madadamay ako sa confiscation. Ako na ang mag-eexplain on behalf of Kuya Joash. Love you atee. Thanks for the gift pala, it's so cute. Hihi ❤"
I opened my facebook again. I need to fix this before I sleep. Alam ko namang sa utak nila, I am btch. Maybe I am but I'm not a prosti.
"Just a clarification. Walang nangyari sa amin ni Joash Nathan at hindi ako nabuntis or nakunan. Bakla lang talaga si Chris Gabriel to spread a fake news. Nathan knows how to respect his girl. So stop that nonsense." I posted then off to bed. I'm really tired that's why I fell asleep that fast.
BINABASA MO ANG
Trouble Yet Indispensable
Espiritual"If your heart is broken, you'll find God right there; if you're kicked in the gut, he'll help you catch your breath. Disciples so often get into trouble; still, God is there every time." (Psalm 34:18-19 MSG) Christians were not exempted in facing...
