Normal POV
Last night was weird.
As soon as the door closed behind Sasha and Brian, this feeling started creeping up on me.
I felt so made all of a sudden.
What the fuck?
I couldn't stop thinking about what Brian and Sasha were doing.
I am not jealous! I told myself.
Sasha's got a boyfriend!
Plus, I don't even like Brian.
I thought for a moment.
Wait, do I?
I am so confused now!
Fuck!
I tossed and turned the rest of the morning, thinking about Brian.
Do I like him?
I asked myself over and over again.
He's sweet, funny, hot as hell, well-built, successful and driven!
What else could I ask for in a man?
For him to like you?
My head screamed at me.
How could I be so stupid?
Brian would never like me.
He could have his pick of any girl in the world.
Why would he want me?
That's how it went the whole time.
I was wxhausted by the time my alarm went off at nine a.m.
I got up and looked in the mirror.
"Fuck! I look like shit!" I told my reflection.
I tood a quick shower and got dressed.
I went and jumped on the guys for the last time.
"Wakey wakey!" I yelled.
There was an all around groan from everyone on the floor.
"Come on guys. I have to go to school and you guys need to start getting your stuff so you won't get home too late." I said.
"Cee, it's a two hour drive." Matt whined.
"Not in commuter traffic sweetheart." I sang.
He groaned again.
"Ok, fine. I only have one class today so I'll be home by twelve. I expect you all to be up and showered." I yelled.
"Ok." They said.
"Alright my loves. See you in a few hours." I said as I walked out the door.
I didn't know at the time, but Brian's were on me until I walked out the door.
