NaLu [ONE SHOTS]

Longing

He's happy now.

He's definitely happier with her.

I was just a replacement.

Blonde smiled as she felt a piercing pain in her chest.

He never loved me.

Our memories were meaningless to him.

A salty tear slipped from her eye as she lowered her head in shame, sobbing heavily. She felt such longing for him, yet she knew what she felt was wrong.

My heart aches when I see you smile with her.

It was very wrong.

She had no right to love him. He was happy with her. There was nothing she could do except to smile and act like it didn't hurt from the inside.

That's right.. I have no right to love him. I have no right to ruin their happiness.

Blonde let it out one long and mournful yell into the air. These feelings were too big for the small shell of her bones.

So much pain. So much longing. So much regret. So much tears.

Yet he nor anyone else knew a thing about any of it.

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I miss you, Luce.

I was the happiest with you by my side.

Where did we go so wrong?

The boy gritted his teeth. He missed the one who made him feel complete. The one who made his life worth living.

I miss our late night conversations.

When you told me everything that was on your mind.

A hole was formed on a door from the punch it received, just as bruises began forming on the boys hand.

I miss the way you laugh at my unfunny jokes.

She's incomparable to you. I wish you know that, Luce...

Salmon haired teenager put his vest on and began walking along the empty streets of Magnolia.

I want to be there.

I want to be there to dry your tears, to take away the pain and anger I know you hide.

Boys eyes shifted up from the ground as he caught glance at a familiar silhouette.

The blonde he was thinking so deeply about was standing right in front of him.

She weakly smiled at his direction.

Luce... I see pain in those eyes. It has sat there for your life time. But I see love too, the love you would have given if it weren't for the scars. It's still there baby, and one day I will set you free. I'm not perfect, yet I love you, and I know what love means.

Both of them looked at each other. Neither knowing what to say. Even though she smiled, no one knew her better than he did. No one else was able to detect the pain behind that same smile except for him.

Let me join you in that pain, walk with you, feel the same torture I know you bare. And one day I'll find just the right way to bring you back home.

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why is so hard to like what you write? i swear i have never liked any of my works.

take this one as an example, i have no idea what's all this supposed to be.