Sorry Izu~ (Tododeku)

33//Dirty

Am so dirty....

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I woke up, I didn't have clothes on...

What time is it?!

No one can know about this.... They would laugh at me...

I checked the time and there's still 2 hours for izu to come...

I got up, m..my but hurts...

I ignored it and cleaned the bed changing the covers and putting them to wash and taking a shower changing to new clean clothes.

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I came back to my dorm, and sat in the floor....

Am so dirty...

Am so gross...

If izu discovers this he will hate me...

I can't say a word to him if I do he will leave...

I started to cry, I can't even talk am so useless!

I grabbed a blade that I had under my bed and looked at it.

I should die...

You're so weak

Hoe

Slut

You're Father is right about you!

Am in the same place from the beginning, am sitting here, and started to cut my arms....

I made deep cuts in both my arms, they where dripping In blood making a big pool in the floor...

I feel so weak...

I think am losing to much blood, f..fuck I feel down to the side....

I can't move...

The pool of blood grew making the floor velvet red, and my clean clothes where red too...

Am sorry izu, I started crying...

My eyes where slowly closing when is saw izu open the door...

He came....

At last...

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Midoriya's POV

Aizawa told me, he gave the day to shoto but am worried if he's alone for to long he might end up doing something to himself...

As soon as the bell rang, everyone started heading to the dorms as well lida and uraraka they wanted to talk to me "sorry I have to go with sho!" I walked as fast as I could to shoto's dorm, lida and uraraka started to follow behind me.

"Then we will go to!"

I opened the door of shoto's dorm, he...he was in the floor all his clothes where full of blood and the floor was too!

"SHOO!" I ran to him grabbing him in my arms.

"sho please don't leave me!"

"Am going to call an ambulance!" Uraraka got her phone out.

"Am going to get a teacher!!" Lida started to run.

Everyone got worried and came close when they saw the horrifying scene there eyes widened, some started crying and some standed there hoping he can be saved.

All might came and Aizawa.

"Todoroki!" Aizawa grabbed him and carrying him he took him outside to the ambulance there was no time to lose.

Everything went so fast, how did this happen?!

What happened when I wasn't here?!

"SHO!" I cried In the pool of blood where shoto was uraraka came and hugged me.

"He's going to survive! He has to be okay!"